Hey! It's been a while!

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Hale loves to wake up about 9AM and most weekend mornings I get up with him to allow Ben to catch some extra "z's" since he gets up with him all week long. This morning I'm sipping green tea and we're watching paw patrol. I forget about this journal for days sometimes, months other times. Life just gets too busy. Things like this seems to fall in the cracks. My cracks have been getting bigger and bigger lately with my busy schedule. Sometimes I feel stretched far too thin. I come home from work and all I want to do is sleep. I don't know how I'm going to survive night shift. After 3 months of training my body to get up at 6AM every Monday through Friday now I suddenly have to train it to stay functional from 4pm to 12am. Oi vey. The money is amazing though. That's what I must keep telling myself. Motivation has never been my strong point. I'm such a lazy soul. When you become a mother however it's a necessity to be motivated otherwise nothing would ever get done. Dad's don't keep up with doctors appointments, babysitters off days, cleaning and laundry.. They just don't. They weren't wired that way. Or so it seems. So what's going on with me outside of my life as a mom? Not much. I am a mom. lol I do however understand the importance of time off. I bought tickets to see Bayside and for Warped Tour. Mini vacations helps me stay sane. I'm so psyched for both. I wish I could take Hale to see Bayside. He would love it. When he's older I will certainly take him to shows.

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