anxious and excited

Jan 19, 2012 12:50

Just kidding. I'm all anxious. Which I actually like a lot better than being just...angry and sad. At least anxiety can be relieved.

I'm going through the forums again. Basically, all I can do is hope that my recover is like my mom's or like the not-as-terrifying post-op stories some people have.

I have a couple days left and I'm still freaking out and I kind of just want to sit at home and curl up into a fetal position and cry because I really do have a low pain tolerance.
but at the same time, I really just want to go out every day and have fun and go nuts before I'm confined at home for 10 days (my mom) to 6 weeks (uh, what? Jeez).

but quote some guy from the forum who I guess would fit in in the middle of the shitty-recovery-spectrum
"Also, I found that prolific swearing proved very helpful."
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