NOvember
Why doesn't my dad have work on Friday?
I ended up venting to my violin teacher about college and how badly I don't want to be here right now. And by right now I mean right now, as in for the next month or so. I feel like in a few months I'll probably realize I would miss home a lot if I left. But for now, I really don't want to be here. Being alone with my thoughts isn't really a good idea.
I'm kind of attached to my mom. And my brother a little bit. I shouldn't be this used to him being at home but I am. I kind if wish I wasn't. I kind of wish he would leave soon but we all know he won't.
And
I really like purple? The other purple was too close to blue for me. This is nice.
I expect ridiculous amounts of snow this year.
Things that made me happy today:
-madz just because its singing and nice people and no drama and everything that's wrong with life usually escapes me during pd6
-Lather imitating Demaree
-going home before the buses afterschool today
-finally getting my ass on aspen
-not getting my calc test back
I ended up venting to my violin teacher about college and how badly I don't want to be here right now. And by right now I mean right now, as in for the next month or so. I feel like in a few months I'll probably realize I would miss home a lot if I left. But for now, I really don't want to be here. Being alone with my thoughts isn't really a good idea.
I'm kind of attached to my mom. And my brother a little bit. I shouldn't be this used to him being at home but I am. I kind if wish I wasn't. I kind of wish he would leave soon but we all know he won't.
And
I really like purple? The other purple was too close to blue for me. This is nice.
I expect ridiculous amounts of snow this year.
Things that made me happy today:
-madz just because its singing and nice people and no drama and everything that's wrong with life usually escapes me during pd6
-Lather imitating Demaree
-going home before the buses afterschool today
-finally getting my ass on aspen
-not getting my calc test back