Oct 09, 2011 17:25
I changed my mind. Kind of. Everything I said about not wanting to choose destiny over choice or vice-versa...honestly, I think it is choice.
Yes. In the end, falling in love is a choice and who you fall in love with and all that.
It's just that some people are so so so enamored with the thought that DESTINY controls who you fall in love with so DESTINY has yo back. Some people become so so so invested in one relationship that when it doesn't work, destiny is a good excuse to keep hanging on.
But I'm 17 and too angsty and stressed out and worried and struggling with my own 'do I believe in fate' battle.
So basically, the validity of any of this is zero. But it's just fun to vaguely rant.
I mean, the question of whether or not fate/your own choice is the determining factor of who you love isn't void if you don't even know the difference between loving someone and really liking them. And at this age, I pretend I know the difference but really, that's just because I don't like to admit that I've been really silly for the past x years
I feel really corny writing a post about love.
LOLjk It's not even about love, its about logistics.
And I'm mad so I can do this if i want to. I wish I didn't eat those pita chips and that cookie and that yogurt because homecoming is in less than a week and I don't know if being temporarily happy beats possibly having a very bad rest of October/November.
LOLjk I won't even be temporarily happy. What's wrong with me.