Grateful to See This
((ooc: Sooo while the log itself is not done we all know Ritsuka was saved and eventually returned to perfect health. He is now slightly calm enough to talk to everyone else again. PS Ritsuka turned 13 today))
I didn't think I would see today after all that has happened. If I were superstitious I would be surprised why what happened didn't happen today rather than when it did. But I suppose... I suppose you can't get more superstitious than Halloween.
I turn 13 today. I've been here for nearly an entire year and that alone scares me. Mother has been without me for an entire year, and I broke my promise. Perhaps than, what the doctor did to me is my punishment, is my penance for abandoning my mother and breaking my promise
Seimei is gone, Soubi is gone, Yuiko, Natsuo are gone, and Kio-san was killed. This year nearly falls to a close and yet here I am still this Ritsuka, still this... it scares me.
I place no blame on anyone except myself and while I remember very little after being taken out of that place I do remember who was there and to you I am more grateful than I can express, than I know how too. I do not know the right words to tell you the amount of gratitude and the warmth I feel for what you did for me when in essence, I could have been allowed to die since this world's law dictates I would just return again.
I'm grateful to see this day, and while the new year that nears ever closer on the horizon does not tell us what the future holds or some of us anyways I think I am ready... as ready as I can be.
I am scared.
I didn't think I would see today after all that has happened. If I were superstitious I would be surprised why what happened didn't happen today rather than when it did. But I suppose... I suppose you can't get more superstitious than Halloween.
I turn 13 today. I've been here for nearly an entire year and that alone scares me. Mother has been without me for an entire year, and I broke my promise. Perhaps than, what the doctor did to me is my punishment, is my penance for abandoning my mother and breaking my promise
Seimei is gone, Soubi is gone, Yuiko, Natsuo are gone, and Kio-san was killed. This year nearly falls to a close and yet here I am still this Ritsuka, still this... it scares me.
I place no blame on anyone except myself and while I remember very little after being taken out of that place I do remember who was there and to you I am more grateful than I can express, than I know how too. I do not know the right words to tell you the amount of gratitude and the warmth I feel for what you did for me when in essence, I could have been allowed to die since this world's law dictates I would just return again.
I'm grateful to see this day, and while the new year that nears ever closer on the horizon does not tell us what the future holds or some of us anyways I think I am ready... as ready as I can be.
I am scared.