Rant Time
UGH I want the job at the Sawmill so bad!! It will keep me occupied this summer and i'll most likely make more money doing it then I make on Unemployment right now.
Also this summer internship stuff is pissing me the eff off. I cannot find a fucking teacher to sponsor me. The Career Director guy gave me three people to email. Two of them had no clue what the fuck I was talking about and said they couldnt help me and one didnt respond back. I was giving four more names of people to contact, one said he wouldnt be around this summer and the three others have not answered me.
And you know what pisses me off???
I KNOW THEIR FUCKING IGNORING MY EMAILS!!!
I know for a fucking FACT they read me email I sent them. Professors check their email many times a day and I am pissed that these people didnt freaking answer me back!!! I sent them another email and I wanted to be like HELLLOOOO WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME?! My summers fate relies on these stupid teachers!!!!!!!!!!!! And on top of that the Director guy basically said my Resume sucked and I'm like ughhh wtf do you people want from me?!!? And on top of THAT I keep getting denied to the fucking online internship program with the school. I just dont understand any of this, why the fuck do they keep denying me? Is this like some exclusive club where you have to have a 4.0gpa and a impeccable resume?! UGHHHHHH
what the fuck ever!!!
The only good thing that is happening in my life right now is that me and nate are probably getting a puppy in a few weeks. Hopefully.
oh and ps- modeling is kinda not my thing and I most likely will be giving it up soon lol. I might do it thru the summer but im just sick of driving all these places and unless I start to get paid jobs this summer then I really dont see a future in any of this. I might continue to work with this one photographer every once in a while in Brown City cuz hes close and fun. Yeah but idk, I just look at all these super pretty girls and their pictures are so great and I'm just like.... I'll never be that. I'd rather get focused on more serious stuff then chasing a dream that will never happened!!
ohhh well im done ranting.
Also this summer internship stuff is pissing me the eff off. I cannot find a fucking teacher to sponsor me. The Career Director guy gave me three people to email. Two of them had no clue what the fuck I was talking about and said they couldnt help me and one didnt respond back. I was giving four more names of people to contact, one said he wouldnt be around this summer and the three others have not answered me.
And you know what pisses me off???
I KNOW THEIR FUCKING IGNORING MY EMAILS!!!
I know for a fucking FACT they read me email I sent them. Professors check their email many times a day and I am pissed that these people didnt freaking answer me back!!! I sent them another email and I wanted to be like HELLLOOOO WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME?! My summers fate relies on these stupid teachers!!!!!!!!!!!! And on top of that the Director guy basically said my Resume sucked and I'm like ughhh wtf do you people want from me?!!? And on top of THAT I keep getting denied to the fucking online internship program with the school. I just dont understand any of this, why the fuck do they keep denying me? Is this like some exclusive club where you have to have a 4.0gpa and a impeccable resume?! UGHHHHHH
what the fuck ever!!!
The only good thing that is happening in my life right now is that me and nate are probably getting a puppy in a few weeks. Hopefully.
oh and ps- modeling is kinda not my thing and I most likely will be giving it up soon lol. I might do it thru the summer but im just sick of driving all these places and unless I start to get paid jobs this summer then I really dont see a future in any of this. I might continue to work with this one photographer every once in a while in Brown City cuz hes close and fun. Yeah but idk, I just look at all these super pretty girls and their pictures are so great and I'm just like.... I'll never be that. I'd rather get focused on more serious stuff then chasing a dream that will never happened!!
ohhh well im done ranting.