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i'm fucking lonely.
and everyone leaving for college doesn't help.
i'm not looking forward to another year at waterville.
i could careless about waterville or the kids anymore.
i don't seem to exist there anyways.
it's nights like friday that make me happy though.
just hanging out with a bunch of friends.
being assholes & watching movies.
oh.... ethan's birthday party made me all sorts of happy as well. the kids that go to oswego are amazing. they make me want to go see them everyday. and all i want to do right now is play tag on a wooden playground again. and maybe run through a corn field.
on another note... boys.
i've cut off all the shady guys i know
& all the ones who are only looking for a fuck...
and i don't know.
i feel like an asshole for some things i've done
and and and and
i'm a fuckface.
shoot me.
and everyone leaving for college doesn't help.
i'm not looking forward to another year at waterville.
i could careless about waterville or the kids anymore.
i don't seem to exist there anyways.
it's nights like friday that make me happy though.
just hanging out with a bunch of friends.
being assholes & watching movies.
oh.... ethan's birthday party made me all sorts of happy as well. the kids that go to oswego are amazing. they make me want to go see them everyday. and all i want to do right now is play tag on a wooden playground again. and maybe run through a corn field.
on another note... boys.
i've cut off all the shady guys i know
& all the ones who are only looking for a fuck...
and i don't know.
i feel like an asshole for some things i've done
and and and and
i'm a fuckface.
shoot me.