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i really don't know what to do... i don't want to make a decision that i am going to regret, but i'm really not sure if it is right for me. i am not happy and i have enough other things to deal with and i don't need the distraction. i hate this... i want to be able to give another chance, but i just don't know if it is worth it in the long run, its way too hard with the distance and ahhh i don't even know what to think right now...