Jul 15, 2004 21:12
we've been talking about it all through emails and i really hope that we can work stuff out. i don't want our friendship to end, but i didn't know how else to get through to her cuz when i have brought things up in the past, i don't think things have changed. now i don't think i am perfect or anything... i know that i have made many mistakes in the past 7 years. and i also know that i pretty much abandoned her for casey first semester. but i realized what i was doing and changed, and thats all i'm asking of her... just for her to see what she is doing, and if she wants to change than that is her choice.
so i love the '90s is the greatest show ever... it makes me soo happy!! definitly reminds me of my childhood- i had forgotten about so much stuff that happened throughout the years... kinda sad that they are already making it for the 1990s though... WE'RE GETTING OLD!!
i move back to iowa city one month from today and i CANNOT WAIT!! not that i don't like being home, but i just feel like i am useless here, i have so much to do when i get back to school cuz i am so far behind with my credits (i am only gonna have 33 at the end of next semester when i should have about 45) and i really just want to get started now... i think about it all the time, how i'm gonna have to really work hard and blah blah blah- but there is nothing i can do about it now, and i hate that feeling. i really just wanna start getting my life back together... i dunno, hard to explain i guess!!