May 25, 2007 09:45
I cant say I dont miss her because I do more then anyone could ever know.
But ive learned to think about other people and think about her at the same time.
I like someone else, someone that lives here.
Hes keeping things that should be off my mind off of it.
I dont think im able to go to North Carolina.
And ive realized that I shouldnt run away.
I love her more then words can say.
But I dont have the guts to run away.
If this is fate, then it will happen either way.
Reading Romeo and Juliet I know believe in fate, even though we try to come up with a different solution the same out come will come no matter.
I hope their happy together.
I truly mean it now.
It doesnt hurt me anymore to talk to him or hear you talk about him.
"I dont know how I could ever get over it."
I was saying this for months.
Now I know how to get over someone.
Time and another person.
It truly does work.
I will always love you, You know that, but at least now I can balance things.
Me and my friends are doing better.
Better then before.
Better then you could ever believe.
Somehow I think me and Angelas friendship has changed since this.
Its sort of an out of my hands type thing I cant do anything about it.
I still have an A is biology.
Its truly amazing lol.
Im not sure what I have in my other classes but Ims ure there good too.
Yesterday I say Pirates of the caribbean.
One word: AMAZING!
AHH I love Orlando Bloom and I love pirates it ughh its amazing.
Also when i went there were these kids about like my age and there were dressed as pirates i was like bahahah what a bunch of fucking losers like honestly who does that at age 15, like I can see my brother doing that but hes 9 hes still little he can get away with it but cmon 15 please people get lives.
Today is exactly one week TILL THE FALL OUT BOY CONCERT im so excited.
Im going to meet cobra starship yepp yepp and maybe the rest but i no alot of people who have meet cobra starship so im relying on that.
I LOVE FALL OUT BOY!! yeeeeah =]