Update...
Christmas shopping finally almost done... I'm so glad. I kant wait for these stupid holidays to be over. I can't wait to go back to school also. Been trying to keep busy by hanging out with my friends and such but I think I just miss the school atmosphere already. I haven't been able to look up my grades online... either something wrong with the page or my computer won't allow me to access them, therefore I am waiting in anticipation to see whether I passed all of my classes or not. I think I will be fine but then again this is only my first semester at college and I'm not sure how the grading works... I know my reading class is a cumulative grade so I am assuming thats how my other classes work as well. I also have to check to see if my financial aid for next semester was cleared. If not that means I will have to change my schedule around becuz the classes have not been paid for. Grrr lotta hoping... will have to get down to the library sometime this weekend or next week.
Everything else is fine. Band stuff has been at a stand still. Was mad at Kenny cuz he played a show without me but things are better again... forgive and forget. The two things I am good at. Some people take advantage of that however. lolz. I'm sure it won't happen again though.
I'm starting to really like Bobby. He's been a great friend the past few months and we really communicate well and share a lot in common... and he really cares about the people around him and even more importantly his friends. I really admire that. His patience for other people and the problems that they face has really set a good example for me and reminded me how being patient with someone and just being there for them will mean the world to them... it has helped me make things right with a certain friend who i got frustrated with from time to time... Now I'm trying to be less selfish and make more time for them and put the effort back into helping them.
He inspires me to find the true beauty and meaning in life's small things. I admire that he's a real person with emotional depth, and knowledge about so many things, and creativity, not overwhelmed with life's drama and materialism. That's just amazing to be around a person like that, and for a dead person like me, it makes me feel alive again... And to have a friend that doesn't give up on you, that will ask questions when they know that something is wrong and just be there when they know that you're ill or having a rough day, it makes me not want to give up on people like I did in the past. It brings my optimism about mankind back to life... It makes me want to give back... So few people actually give a shit nowadays.
I've been sick for a month... it sucks really bad. Another reason why I havent been able to practice so much lately. Even Kenny noticed I didn't sound good when we practiced last. My pitch was off and couldn't hold out a note for the life of me... and I wound up blowing my voice afterward. It's annoying. I love to sing and I don't have a better outlet to let out my joy or sadness than that... I hope I get better. I hope it finally goes away once and for all.
That's all really... Everything else remains the same.
Everything else is fine. Band stuff has been at a stand still. Was mad at Kenny cuz he played a show without me but things are better again... forgive and forget. The two things I am good at. Some people take advantage of that however. lolz. I'm sure it won't happen again though.
I'm starting to really like Bobby. He's been a great friend the past few months and we really communicate well and share a lot in common... and he really cares about the people around him and even more importantly his friends. I really admire that. His patience for other people and the problems that they face has really set a good example for me and reminded me how being patient with someone and just being there for them will mean the world to them... it has helped me make things right with a certain friend who i got frustrated with from time to time... Now I'm trying to be less selfish and make more time for them and put the effort back into helping them.
He inspires me to find the true beauty and meaning in life's small things. I admire that he's a real person with emotional depth, and knowledge about so many things, and creativity, not overwhelmed with life's drama and materialism. That's just amazing to be around a person like that, and for a dead person like me, it makes me feel alive again... And to have a friend that doesn't give up on you, that will ask questions when they know that something is wrong and just be there when they know that you're ill or having a rough day, it makes me not want to give up on people like I did in the past. It brings my optimism about mankind back to life... It makes me want to give back... So few people actually give a shit nowadays.
I've been sick for a month... it sucks really bad. Another reason why I havent been able to practice so much lately. Even Kenny noticed I didn't sound good when we practiced last. My pitch was off and couldn't hold out a note for the life of me... and I wound up blowing my voice afterward. It's annoying. I love to sing and I don't have a better outlet to let out my joy or sadness than that... I hope I get better. I hope it finally goes away once and for all.
That's all really... Everything else remains the same.