almost feels like a gun

[xloveandloathex]

there you go again. another beautiful day. another locked up memory. another chance for me to wonder what it was and what should. have been. were at the end. sometimes i wish time could just be suspended forever. i love it when the light shines and fills my room completely.

today was a weird day too. i broke stuff. got kicked out. where do people get the idea that they have any control over my actions. i know whats right and wrong and especially whats best for me. dicks.

i still need to get that money that someone owes me. i hope it didnt 'disappear'. then i might be back into money problems again.

in case you read this. which i doubt many will. and those who do will disregard the following comment. Go check out the show at the martin county fair grounds. Saturday at whatever time. neverhood.look at me america.the new epidemic.last laugh. some good stuff.

damn.missedmychanceagain.sorry.onedayillbeabletosaywhatiwantto.untiltheniguessimstuckadmiringfromafaroffpost.andifanyharmshouldcometoyouknowthatiwillinflictonthemmoredamagethatnathousandsunswoulddotoasplinterinyourheart.onlyyouknowthetruth.onlyyoucanmakesomethingofme.onlyyouknowhowtomakeme...