Oct 23, 2004 00:42
I am such a horrible lj friend. I feel so bad, I haen't had much time/energy lately to get on and comment/update. I'm still having my ups and downs, just not as often. In about 2 months my baby is going to be 3 years old, where did the time go, what happened to my little girl? It so amazing how she has grown and changed, she gets more beautiful as the days pass and smarter.
I am so tired of caring about people who shouldn't fucking matter. I hate the way thing turned out. I mean what happened, what did I do so wrong. And why does Haili have to suffer for my mistakes? I'm not going to do this anymore and I'm only giving him 1 last chance. I gotta get sleep. Tomorrow we are taking Haili to the pumpkin place so she can get a pumpkin, then we are driving to Virginia to get cigs and do some shopping. Sunday is my sis's b-day and then Tuesday is my uncle's.
<3 Shannon