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i had my first day of summer schooll.. oh god.. someone shoot me. it sucks..alot.
i hate how people are so ignorant... like todayi went to the book store and i bought the da vinci code.. and this lady had to of been like 35 or older.. and she mummbles "i dont see why anyone would want to waste there time figuring out codes"... she sounded so stupid... FIRST OF ALL- its not about figuring out codes.. its about religion and a murder. and it tells you a lot about the artist himself and how brillliant da vinci actually was... and SECOND- why does she care so much about how i waste my time.
i went to a party at my work today. ohhhh so much fun.. we did everything we yell at the little kids for and everything little kids dream about doing on the slides at the pool. work isnt so bad anymore now that i'm certifired. i love the people there. i couldnt think of a better job even if i tried.
- i love how people act like they are your really good friends.. and they call you all the time and then you find out they talk soooo much shit about you to other people. i love it.... whatever i dont even know why i hung around so long... thats unusual for them...
this entry is sooo long ha.
----i've been thinking alot lately...n i've come to the conclusion that i can let go finally. it'll be okay. it seems that everytime i try to let go he trys his best to keep me hanging on.. but i can do it this time, i think. i've wasted alot of years and high school is half way over... i'm supposed to be dating around, not staying with someone that makes me upset all the time when i know i could be happier with someone else or by myself. i say all this now; but will i feel the same way in the morning? lets hope so! but anyways.. i've been giving this alot of thought the past few days... and there are more reasons to hang on than to let go.. but i know its time and things are getting old. i guess i'm just tired of the fights and the pain and the worrying and caring so fucking much
i hate how people are so ignorant... like todayi went to the book store and i bought the da vinci code.. and this lady had to of been like 35 or older.. and she mummbles "i dont see why anyone would want to waste there time figuring out codes"... she sounded so stupid... FIRST OF ALL- its not about figuring out codes.. its about religion and a murder. and it tells you a lot about the artist himself and how brillliant da vinci actually was... and SECOND- why does she care so much about how i waste my time.
i went to a party at my work today. ohhhh so much fun.. we did everything we yell at the little kids for and everything little kids dream about doing on the slides at the pool. work isnt so bad anymore now that i'm certifired. i love the people there. i couldnt think of a better job even if i tried.
- i love how people act like they are your really good friends.. and they call you all the time and then you find out they talk soooo much shit about you to other people. i love it.... whatever i dont even know why i hung around so long... thats unusual for them...
this entry is sooo long ha.
----i've been thinking alot lately...n i've come to the conclusion that i can let go finally. it'll be okay. it seems that everytime i try to let go he trys his best to keep me hanging on.. but i can do it this time, i think. i've wasted alot of years and high school is half way over... i'm supposed to be dating around, not staying with someone that makes me upset all the time when i know i could be happier with someone else or by myself. i say all this now; but will i feel the same way in the morning? lets hope so! but anyways.. i've been giving this alot of thought the past few days... and there are more reasons to hang on than to let go.. but i know its time and things are getting old. i guess i'm just tired of the fights and the pain and the worrying and caring so fucking much