Jun 13, 2004 19:57
i need to vent. jenny is away. so i'm venting here...i wont use names ha.
..wut i really meant 2 say is that im dyin inside,i miss u more each day..theres not a nite i havent thought about u. n heres the truth...im still in love with u even tho i'll never admit it...thats wut i really meant 2 say...
i miss mine n jennys cd... iesfiefiwefhiefh,samdnqiwojd.
i am so confused...and idk why this got so involved again.
...its days like these i hate.. when i could be out having a ball not thinking about you. but yet i find myself at home asking myself questions that i will never be able to answer.- questions like: what prevokes him to ask me questions about who i am with, like i shouldnt be with other people. i'm not doing anything wrong gosh dammit.
i effing hate writing in this fricken journal. but it always makes me feel better because it gets my frusturation out. so f-it.
everytime i feel like i can move on....you say sumthing.n you know exactly what to say...so that i fall right back to the begining again. and everytime it gets harder and harder.
I'M TIRED OF THIS BEING SO HARD.