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Jun 09, 2005 21:43

1 final away from summer : )

+art art art art
+i have the bestest best friend ever (sara)
+prolly goin to desplaines with jessie and getting ridiculously fucked up
+/- work
+NO MORE SEEING THE BITCHES AT SCHOOL YEAHHHH
+we are seniors
+/- goodbye seniors
- you dont love me anymore
+/- i love you.. always forever
+yeahh the bitch is gone until school starts(hahah taryn love you)

summer is about to begin... i cant wait because i hate school so much. people at school are bitches and self centered and only worry about themselves and what not. i'm just looking forward to spending time with the people i actually care about and taking a biziallian art classes to make my portfolio amazing.northern or columbia or eastern or isu in about a year. ahhh. i plan on wokring a lot... haha work is so fun this year. i like the people who work there alot better this year than last year. me carmin n karen are supposed to be going out to lunch.... i miss karen. i miss junior high... i miss being niave and being young and careless with my feelings. i miss my most amazing relationship ever that i fucked up.. i wanna be in 8th grade again.kinda silly... i'm going to be a senior and i wanna be an 8th grader. i cant wait to get out of this town... there are too many bad memories.. and people here that i need to get away from. on the other hand... there are so many good memories and people i wish i could forget and prolly never will.

i miss him alot<3...i know you are heartless.. and i know i'm weak

i dont act like i miss him because i'm stubburn. and i'd only tell sara how much i still really care. i put on a show. but i miss him so much sometimes.i wouldnt ever call him.. only if i was drunk... because that'd show i'm weak.. when i call him when i'm drunk that just shows i'm drunk.i fucked up.
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