nEW JOURNAL!
Hey whats up? this is a new journal! so yea..i will make it to be public so yea...alright well today::
today my exboyfriend was making me cry...here is why::
corey : no i told u ashley. U do what u want with ur life. It dont matter if ur close to me or u dont want me in ur life or whoever is in ur life. UI just do what maks ur happy
corey : and sometimes it seems like maybe u dont want me in it thats why i ben acting wierd
ashley : no it jsut ...idk....
corey : what'
ashley : corey..i do want you in my life...idc if you think that i dont or waht...but i do want you in my life..i love you wayyy to much to leave you again...and i have been acting strangley cuz i dont like the fact that you have a girlfriend..but i am trying to coop with it......
corey : ashley...i cant help that. I wanted you so bad before i got with Monika. I asked if u wanted to leave tony for me when britt left cause i knew u still loved me but u said u werent going to so i said fine. I though maybe u didnt love me anymore so i got close to monika while u were with him
ashley : ohh....well sorry...i am just worried that i am goin to lose you again
corey : ur not gonna lose me, i dont know why u would
so yea..he dont know that he made me cry though...i am jsut really really worried that he is goin to be out of my life..and I DONT WANT THAT! i mean i have no clue what i would do without hiM! i love him wayyy too much and everything..and yea..i just miss the hell out of him too...cuz he cant put his arms around me no more..and hug me..or do anything with me! he said that he dont talk to me in school cuz he is used to putting his arms around me while he is..he is really a sweet guy and i love him! yea corey you! lol..he dont even know that i have this jouranl..lol..well if you want then add me! lol..bye!
~love ashley!~
today my exboyfriend was making me cry...here is why::
corey : no i told u ashley. U do what u want with ur life. It dont matter if ur close to me or u dont want me in ur life or whoever is in ur life. UI just do what maks ur happy
corey : and sometimes it seems like maybe u dont want me in it thats why i ben acting wierd
ashley : no it jsut ...idk....
corey : what'
ashley : corey..i do want you in my life...idc if you think that i dont or waht...but i do want you in my life..i love you wayyy to much to leave you again...and i have been acting strangley cuz i dont like the fact that you have a girlfriend..but i am trying to coop with it......
corey : ashley...i cant help that. I wanted you so bad before i got with Monika. I asked if u wanted to leave tony for me when britt left cause i knew u still loved me but u said u werent going to so i said fine. I though maybe u didnt love me anymore so i got close to monika while u were with him
ashley : ohh....well sorry...i am just worried that i am goin to lose you again
corey : ur not gonna lose me, i dont know why u would
so yea..he dont know that he made me cry though...i am jsut really really worried that he is goin to be out of my life..and I DONT WANT THAT! i mean i have no clue what i would do without hiM! i love him wayyy too much and everything..and yea..i just miss the hell out of him too...cuz he cant put his arms around me no more..and hug me..or do anything with me! he said that he dont talk to me in school cuz he is used to putting his arms around me while he is..he is really a sweet guy and i love him! yea corey you! lol..he dont even know that i have this jouranl..lol..well if you want then add me! lol..bye!
~love ashley!~