"leave your things behind, Cause its all going on without you"
so about 3 years later I find myself back on this little shin dig of a website. Well im here to pour out some thoughts. Im in Meridian Idaho, a city much like murrieta. I can never tell if im Happy or if im sad. I guess it depends on what side of the bed I wake up on. Im fucking up. Im fucking up real hard. I owe My mother gobs and gobs of money. and I just spend it. Spend on video games. Spend it on Crappy food. Spend it on weed.(the things I really dont need). Then on top of that I have to spend money on the essentials. Ughhh. Am I worthless? Will I ever Learn? Or at least try to fix these stupid little Problems? I Feel Like I cant do this. At the rate this shit hole of a country is running, It seems like theres no future for me. I mean is it worth all of this. Rumor has it the world ends 2012. Perhaps this could be my sweet escape.