"im Sorry that its over im not used to this temptation"
Well Its a week or so till valintines day. And it had been quite a few days since ive updated this. The days have been long and things are getting a bit more harder than usual. I have been quite home sick the past few days. I just havent felt good about any thing with a bitter outcome of life. I feel as though im not going to make it. Its almost like i dont want to live life. It seems to complicated. But you always have to work for what you want. I want and want and want. but i just dont want to work. Its almost as if coming back wasnt worth the effort. IT was to soon to leave home. I cant live life by my self im not ready yet. Im so tired. of love, friendships and anything else that has to do with everday teenage things. But lets see how the month turns out.