Almost O)ver....
Tommoro, is the last day of shop. The last day, i conclude my stay in the place where I made 2 Best friends, and many other good friends. Last day of my everlasting immaturity, thinking about the drama I have caused, the people's lives ive ruined, and if not ruined tried my hardest. Tommoro is the day when Im going to cry...cry because the second I walk out of that shop door im going to never see half of the kids in there, if not all. Graudation, prom, parties, then life. Such a scary thought knowing im going to be on my own within weeks. My mom is mad, because I got in a bad car accident and wasent wearing a seatbelt, i flipped out on this cunt waistress today at work and i probably might get fired for it, im carless, girl less, and soon enough schoolless. Things have changed, but im going to miss you all so much. Kortnie, Im going to miss you, this isint a goodbye but im just letting it all out. Lizz, Brittany, jeremy, nancy, Caitlin and everyone else from "the group", especially you heather...I wouldnt have met any of them if it wasent for you /cry. Im going to miss my truck because its totalld and I have had SO many memorize with so many people in there. It hurts so bad. Im going to miss tuesday night movies, sophomore year mall rats, and ALL the drama. IM going to miss having people hate me because at least if they hate me, they think about me. Im going to miss amanda, kyle, keith, bryant, dave, steve, alex..where a family ALL of you. Tom, If i ever turn gay your my boyfriend..DEAL..Good.. DEAL. I love you like a brother...nobody will ever here the word "nigger" as much with us not togther all the time /zomgcry. The amount of fun I have had with you couldnt add up to the fun ive had in my entire life. You killing me on ur snow mobile, us snowboarding all the time, esp at blue hills and u teaching me how to die again, playing wow...dude..playing wow..you got me to play wow...and that will ALWAYS be a place with alot of memorize..I love you kidd... for real.
Im going to miss you brandon..most of all. We hang out less and less as the days progress. You where my 5th wheel and I was the hand that wiped your tears. We have been threw so much. I help you, you help me, we had the best friendship system going. Id pick you up in the morning, we'd talk, go to school, and hang out every day. Ive told you things that id never tell anyone...ANYONE....because you werent like a brother...you where my brother..Id start a sentance, ud finish it. Things got tense, people got jealous, and friendships ended...But tommoro when i walk out that shop door, you wont be there, but that friendship will always be open in my heart if you ever need ANYTHING. I love you brandon, and I cant possibly add more then that. "people change, sometimes for the bad, you just need to adjust"....Well ive adjusted, and ive liked you the whole time...just never said anything....I hope everything works out with you, life, and caitlin, and I hope this is not a goodbye
Ok im done, i will conclude this by saying this. No matter WHAT happens in your life, your going to be thrown down. The difference between me, and AlL of you..is how fast we get up to be pushed down again. That sums up the past 4 years of all our lives. Being pushed down, picked up, emotions thrown all over the place, hate, love, jealous, the whole bit. These throw downs as upsetting as some might be..are our memorize...dont loose them...cherish them....I love you all...goodbye.
Im going to miss you brandon..most of all. We hang out less and less as the days progress. You where my 5th wheel and I was the hand that wiped your tears. We have been threw so much. I help you, you help me, we had the best friendship system going. Id pick you up in the morning, we'd talk, go to school, and hang out every day. Ive told you things that id never tell anyone...ANYONE....because you werent like a brother...you where my brother..Id start a sentance, ud finish it. Things got tense, people got jealous, and friendships ended...But tommoro when i walk out that shop door, you wont be there, but that friendship will always be open in my heart if you ever need ANYTHING. I love you brandon, and I cant possibly add more then that. "people change, sometimes for the bad, you just need to adjust"....Well ive adjusted, and ive liked you the whole time...just never said anything....I hope everything works out with you, life, and caitlin, and I hope this is not a goodbye
Ok im done, i will conclude this by saying this. No matter WHAT happens in your life, your going to be thrown down. The difference between me, and AlL of you..is how fast we get up to be pushed down again. That sums up the past 4 years of all our lives. Being pushed down, picked up, emotions thrown all over the place, hate, love, jealous, the whole bit. These throw downs as upsetting as some might be..are our memorize...dont loose them...cherish them....I love you all...goodbye.