What a boring fucking day....

[xlostxkittyx]

I am doing absolutely nothing but stuff for work today. Yeah, that has been keeping me occupied but i don't know i am just bored today. I hate when i have days like this because then i start thinking about random shit and some of that shit brings me down. I have never been known to be a person who is down in life, in fact most people who know me or who i have met think i am super happy all of the time. Little do they know...It's not like i am this depressed person but i do get down and sad at times and alot of people in my life do not see that part of me ever. I need some changes that is all. I need to move into another place because this one is just filled with too many things i do no want to remember and i can not stand most of the people who live in our 4 unit building. After the holidays i am going to start looking for a place again.

So..not much is going on. I am about done with everything for work. I have some new things to sell tomorrow like Caramel Apple Pie and a 3 Cheese Italian Pasta Salad. They should go over well. I don't really want to work tomorrow being that it is Halloween and all but i don't really have any choice. I want money so i gotta work it.

This mood better subside soon...i am hoping that listening to Rise Against and thinking about how soon the shows are coming will get me outta this weird mood. Some of the stuff i have been thinking about isn't even worth it. I should just keep telling myself that.