RIP Joshua Niles Peterson
I've been sitting here staring at my computer screen listening to lucero with tears forming in my eyes trying to put some words together
I'm gonna miss you so much buddy.
I started hanging out with you about exactly a year ago at the Jim's christmas party.
I would never think just exactly a year later you would be gone.
We've drifted a little in the past few months.
There was a point when we were always together, I was your first best friend up here.
I always felt so comfortable around you, even though we didn't even know each other for too long.
You were there for me when I was at my lowest, when I felt so alone last year.
I remember how you would always stay over and get kinda drunk and just sleep on my couch, we'd listen to lucero when it was bedtime.
We always used to have such good talks, you were better than most girlfriends when it came to discussing relationships & such.
I'm gonna miss your stories.
Theres so much more I'd like to say, but I'm just speechless.
I'm so upset that I didn't even say goodbye to you when I left the party, I just thought to myself "Ehhh whatever it's only josh .. I'll see him tomorrow!" If I only knew it would be the last time, I would have made sure to find you and give you a big hig and told you to "war out"
I love you, rest in peace Josh <3
One of my favorite nights with you ....
I'm gonna miss this face....
I'm gonna miss you so much buddy.
I started hanging out with you about exactly a year ago at the Jim's christmas party.
I would never think just exactly a year later you would be gone.
We've drifted a little in the past few months.
There was a point when we were always together, I was your first best friend up here.
I always felt so comfortable around you, even though we didn't even know each other for too long.
You were there for me when I was at my lowest, when I felt so alone last year.
I remember how you would always stay over and get kinda drunk and just sleep on my couch, we'd listen to lucero when it was bedtime.
We always used to have such good talks, you were better than most girlfriends when it came to discussing relationships & such.
I'm gonna miss your stories.
Theres so much more I'd like to say, but I'm just speechless.
I'm so upset that I didn't even say goodbye to you when I left the party, I just thought to myself "Ehhh whatever it's only josh .. I'll see him tomorrow!" If I only knew it would be the last time, I would have made sure to find you and give you a big hig and told you to "war out"
I love you, rest in peace Josh <3
One of my favorite nights with you ....
I'm gonna miss this face....