sometimes i just dont understand things......
things have been weird with me for awhile now....i just dont understand how things could get like this. everything that was good in my life has now turned to crap. friends, job, family. i need to quit my job but i cant find another one...and im gonna miss the people that i work with...they became my best friends..brian, jay, bitty, brett, dan the man. im gonna miss them way too much if i leave but i also cant stay there anymore. some times i feel like some of my friends take advantage of me. idk what im talking about. anyway, im not depressed or anything im just so confused and i dont no how one little thing could ruin soo much other stuff thats all. w/e i just have to stick it out for 1 more year and then im outta here.