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Of all the mistakes in my life i know i have already made the worse. everyday it hurts the one person i love and care for most. she means so much to me but she goes through so much pain because of me. it is always there digging at my heart knowing that i hurt her so much. im on the verge of loosing her for good but i refuse to let go. my stomach is turning at the thought of her being gone. she is my life and makes up everything good about me. we made it over a year. that day with her was so amazing. i love her so much and felt so happy when i was with her that i couldn't stop smiling. i will never give up as long as there as hope of us being togeather. i want many more years with her all happy. i always want to be by her side and be her support to show her how much i care about her. i love her and i refuse to let go...