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I have fucked up beyond all belief. I had the most amazing girl ever and I screwed up. In life it seems to work against happiness. Despite how happy you may be there is that force that works against everything. I feel like I should be shot right now because I deserve nothing I have. You never realize how much someone or something means to you until it is too late.
People in life you need to learn how to grasp it and make the best of it. Take life and do what you will with it but have a good time but always keep the people and things that mean the most to you the closest. Those are the thing that can disappear in an instant never to return and once they are gone no matter what you do you may not be able to ever get them back.
Treat everyday like it is your last chance to do something or be with someone because you know never know what will happen in life. There are so many things out there that we do not have control of and they will work for or against not caring what it does to you. Nothing in life is permanent and everything can be lost so hold on tight and fight for what you believe in because you never know what will happen next.
Love is something that is found in life and I believe it can come and go but you have to fight for it against all the forces. People fall in and out of love everyday but there are many different levels of "love" that are found in life. No one loves everyone the same because every love that is found is unique to itself. Love can rip apart and bring to together people closer then ever. It probably is a cause for more deaths then anything else in history but it is not leaving the world. The rarest type of love in my opinion is the eternal love and if you find this nothing can rip it apart because the people will work through everything just to stay together because they could never imagine themself without the other.
I know my love for her could never be broken but I only hope she feels the same. I have fucked up and take my responsibility for all my actions and will not cover it up with lies. All I hope for is her to know how much she means to me and how much I really do love her.
People in life you need to learn how to grasp it and make the best of it. Take life and do what you will with it but have a good time but always keep the people and things that mean the most to you the closest. Those are the thing that can disappear in an instant never to return and once they are gone no matter what you do you may not be able to ever get them back.
Treat everyday like it is your last chance to do something or be with someone because you know never know what will happen in life. There are so many things out there that we do not have control of and they will work for or against not caring what it does to you. Nothing in life is permanent and everything can be lost so hold on tight and fight for what you believe in because you never know what will happen next.
Love is something that is found in life and I believe it can come and go but you have to fight for it against all the forces. People fall in and out of love everyday but there are many different levels of "love" that are found in life. No one loves everyone the same because every love that is found is unique to itself. Love can rip apart and bring to together people closer then ever. It probably is a cause for more deaths then anything else in history but it is not leaving the world. The rarest type of love in my opinion is the eternal love and if you find this nothing can rip it apart because the people will work through everything just to stay together because they could never imagine themself without the other.
I know my love for her could never be broken but I only hope she feels the same. I have fucked up and take my responsibility for all my actions and will not cover it up with lies. All I hope for is her to know how much she means to me and how much I really do love her.