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Dir en grey
KyoxToshiya
Encoded In My Heart
OS
“Do you believe in fate Kyo?” You had leaned back in your chair and were playing with your hair.
“I never used to, but now I guess I do.”
You chewed on your bottom lip and frowned. “What changed your mind?”
I blushed slightly. “You.”
You smiled once again.
24 Hours and Counting
Parts: 2/2, Completed
12:00am: I stare into my glass of water. The light from my lamp is reflecting off of it and it’s making patterns on my wall. It’s strange how something so plain can create something so beautiful.
Midnight-11am.:. Noon-Midnight
Conversations
Parts: 2/2, Completed
~=KYO=~ says: Well I am in a band. Maybe you've heard of us, Dir en grey?
~~Totchi~~ says: Hmm, yes the bassist is pretty hot
~=KYO=~ says: I agree
Part 1.:. Part 2
Memories In Time
OS
The last time we were there together it was just the beginning of spring. It was still early in the season, but it was warm and I decided to drag him out for a walk. Of course he didn’t mind.
The Space Between Us
OS
We could never manage to say the one small phrase we’d been trying to say for years now.
All the Ways
OS
“So, say for example a serial killer fell in love with you…” “
Kyo!”
“What, you told me to stop using Shinya as an example.”
Footprints In The Snow
OS
You might ask why I'm sitting on a plane on Christmas day...
If I Only Knew…
Parts: 12/29 + Prologue and Epilogue, On-going
Even now when I look back at my life and can see all the choices I've made and all the roads I took or could have taken, I'm not sure how things ended up this way. How different everything turned out. It's not as though I'm unhappy with my life, but maybe just a bit surprised.
Prologue:Even Now.:. Part 1: Beginnings.:. Part 2: Meetings .:. Part 3: Chance.:. Part 4A: Fate.:. Part 4B: Fate.:. Part 5: Change.:. Part 6: Skin.:. Part 7: Reality.:. Part 8: Loss.:. Part 9: Broken.:. Part 10: Continue.:. Part 11: Gravity.:. Part 12: Feel.:. Part 13: Reason
Ruins of the Heart
OS
He didn’t slam the door instead he threw it open with the intent to, but instead just disappeared out of it, leaving it open in a haunting reminder that I was the one who made him leave.
Tremble and Hurt
OS
I blinked at him, at his simple words, his simple emotions, at his almost childish like attempts to remind me that I’m still human, and for a moment the evil inside of me receded and I could feel again.
[Morning Sun|On-coming Storm]
OS
I could see my reflection in the window and I had to wonder how many other things had been destroyed by storms.
Just Short of Forever
OS, (Mention of ToshiyaxOFC, DiexKyo)
Toshiya nodded and Kyo walked away. He wasn’t sure what he was getting himself into but he didn’t care, since he too had been watching the smaller man, and Toshiya was sure that Kyo had known that.
Beginnings, Ends, and All Your Specifics
Parts: 2/5, On-going
I’m standing still as the world passes around me, I’ll let it get away with that for the time being.
Part 1.:. Part 2
Make it to the Light
OS
The ground beneath him was still slightly damp. It was his fault, he had been blocking the sun from being able to touch it. Around him, the city was alive and moving, even if he didn’t feel like he was.
The Space Between Nothing
OS
“How long have you known?” His voice shook even if he didn’t want it to. He could see lines form on the vocalist’s forehead. “All along.” Kyo stood up and the space between them quickly disappeared. His fingers ran down the taller man’s smooth cheek. Toshiya sat there frozen, his lips parted slightly so that he could breath and then, he felt Kyo’s lips on his.
DiexKyo
Behind the Story
Parts: 4/4, Completed
In so many ways I am ashamed to still want you, even after you broke me. Maybe that’s what you wanted all along, to break me so you could put me back together, just to make sure you had all of me.
.:. Part 1.:..:. Part 2.:..:. Part 3.:..:. Part 4.:.
One Night
OS
“I don’t want forever.”
“Then what do you want?”
There was only one thing I could have, there’s only one thing I could offer back to him. “Tonight.”
Anwhere but Here | Anytime but Now
OS
At first he didn’t know what caused it, but as began to realize it, he felt his heart still and himself break to pieces. He never need to see the head of bright red hair to know when Die was around him, he just felt it, felt it in every part of his body and soul.
Other
The Happiness that Attends Disaster
OS, KyoxToshiya, KaoruxKyo
I remember the first time I met Kyo. That was years and years ago. When I was still young, when we were still young. It was in those days where time seemed to stay still, where we thought that we’d be young forever, with no worries about the future. A time where we hadn’t been hurt or broken, a time that we could still love.
the GazettE
AoixRuki
My Love
OS
“I love you. And that’s exactly why I’m not sure how I ended up here, like this. Without you.”
Untitled
Parts: 5/5 + epilogue, Completed
How do you fall in love with your best friend? Or maybe a better question would be, how could I not? I can tell you exactly how we met, even the exact point I fell in love. But that would mean also telling him that.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4.:. Part 5.:. Epilogue.:.
The Truth Is…
Parts: 3/3, Completed
Regret. There are a lot of things that I could regret in my life. I could regret not getting into a stable career. I could regret leaving home. I could regret getting into this industry. But these I’ve never really cared about those sort of things. In reality there’s only one thing I regret in my life and that is Aoi.
Part 1: Regret.:. Part 2: Denial.:. Part 3: Love
Leaving Me
Parts: 3/3, Completed
I started writing and now I’m scared that if I stop now that I might lose you.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3
Finding Me (Sequel to Leaving Me)
Parts: 5/5, Completed
Tonight I find myself going down very familiar streets. I've driven by places that I've avoided for the last few months. And finally I've stopped in front of the one place I thought I'd never end up going back to.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4.:. Part 5
Brighten Tomorrow
Parts: 7/7, Completed
His friend however was very much a mystery to him. He had shiny black hair with white extensions underneath, and the left side of his bottom lip was pierced. He had dark eyes that had always fascinated Ruki.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4A.:. Part 4B.:. Part 5.:. Part 6.:. Part 7
.:. Brighten Tomorrow, ReitaxKai Side Story .:.
After Today (Sequel to Brighten Tomorrow)
Parts: Prologue/?, On-going
The wind on his face was warm but it still had a different feel then it did at the beginning of the summer. Ruki closed his eyes as he stood on the street corner and let his heart beat echo in his ears and he wished that he knew how he ended up there.
Prologue
Reaching for Shadows
OS
A thin layer of dust had settle on the surfaces, giving a translucent look to the objects that had once been collected and set up by the two of them to show off their life together.
Forever and Ever and Never at All
OS
His faced blurred in the dream and even as the blond opened his eyes, slowly enough to be able to see but fast enough that the world spun around him for a split second, he knew that it was all too good to be true, all too fast to be real.
UruhaxRuki
City on the Edge of Forever
UruhaxRuki, MiyavixKai, onesided ReitaxRuki, onesided AoixKai, mention of other pairings
Parts: 5/?, On-going
I never really wanted to do the job I do now, I kind of just started and haven’t looked back since. It’s funny really, it’s not something that you dream of when you’re growing up. It’s not like wanting to be an astronaut, or a policeman. I wasn’t even sure what I was getting into, but I suppose it’s sort of like being a rock star.
Prologue.:. Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4.:. Part 5
alice nine.
Imperfect Ending
OS
ToraxSaga, ShouxSaga
You’re magnificent when you fall but I’d much rather know that I gave you more happiness than tears, even if it’s not me that you’re with.
LUNA SEA
Horizon
RyuichixSugizo/SugizoxRyuichi, JxSugizo
Part: 2/2, completed
It all started with a smile, or maybe it was a glance, or maybe a touch. He liked to think it was one of those things and not a bottle of some cheap vodka that he picked up just because of the price and availability.
Part 1.:. Part 2
Mixed Tracks: A Drabble Collection
Various Pairings
Mixed Tracks: Luna Sea Album
Defying Gravity
OS
SugizoxInoran, RyuichixSugizo, JxSugizo
“Sugizo, you’re so busy only looking at him you don’t see what anyone else sees, you don’t see anyone else.” Inoran sounded frustrated and he didn’t understand why. He raised his eyes so they bore into the younger mans and he took a step closer. “I saw you,” He whispered using all his strength to control the waver in his voice.
Other
alice nine. and Sugizo
Bonded Infidelity
SugizoxSaga, ToraxSaga
Part: 4/4, completed
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4
Magnificant Desolation
X JAPAN//LUNA SEA//Dir en grey
Part: 8/8, completed
I knew all I could do was try to think of all the possibilities, none of which was probably close to the truth, but that I imagined was so unfathomable, so unreachable and so profound that it would never mean something to me. Or at the very least it was something I could not understand because I had not felt it.
.:. Part One: J.:. Part Two: Kaoru.:. Part Three: hide.:. Part Four: Toshi.:. Part Five: INORAN .:. Part Six: Sugizo.:. Part Seven: Yoshiki.:. Part Eight: Die.:.
Collab with happy_totchi
Battle Royale: J Rock Edition
Part: 5/12, On-going
He inhaled the last drag of his dying cigarette and looked around the room. He knew exactly why they were there, it was after all his idea. Of course he couldn’t help but feel slightly nervous… You could kill your worst enemy, or your best friend. You could lose your lover or your band mate. You could choose death, or you could choose to play.
Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 1.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 2.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 3.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 4.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 5
Written for jrockprompts
Listening to Stars
OS
There was only one truth he knew, he knew it so well it was as if it was scribbled on the mirror in front of him in red lipstick.
Dir en grey
KyoxToshiya
Encoded In My Heart
OS
“Do you believe in fate Kyo?” You had leaned back in your chair and were playing with your hair.
“I never used to, but now I guess I do.”
You chewed on your bottom lip and frowned. “What changed your mind?”
I blushed slightly. “You.”
You smiled once again.
24 Hours and Counting
Parts: 2/2, Completed
12:00am: I stare into my glass of water. The light from my lamp is reflecting off of it and it’s making patterns on my wall. It’s strange how something so plain can create something so beautiful.
Midnight-11am.:. Noon-Midnight
Conversations
Parts: 2/2, Completed
~=KYO=~ says: Well I am in a band. Maybe you've heard of us, Dir en grey?
~~Totchi~~ says: Hmm, yes the bassist is pretty hot
~=KYO=~ says: I agree
Part 1.:. Part 2
Memories In Time
OS
The last time we were there together it was just the beginning of spring. It was still early in the season, but it was warm and I decided to drag him out for a walk. Of course he didn’t mind.
The Space Between Us
OS
We could never manage to say the one small phrase we’d been trying to say for years now.
All the Ways
OS
“So, say for example a serial killer fell in love with you…” “
Kyo!”
“What, you told me to stop using Shinya as an example.”
Footprints In The Snow
OS
You might ask why I'm sitting on a plane on Christmas day...
If I Only Knew…
Parts: 12/29 + Prologue and Epilogue, On-going
Even now when I look back at my life and can see all the choices I've made and all the roads I took or could have taken, I'm not sure how things ended up this way. How different everything turned out. It's not as though I'm unhappy with my life, but maybe just a bit surprised.
Prologue:Even Now.:. Part 1: Beginnings.:. Part 2: Meetings .:. Part 3: Chance.:. Part 4A: Fate.:. Part 4B: Fate.:. Part 5: Change.:. Part 6: Skin.:. Part 7: Reality.:. Part 8: Loss.:. Part 9: Broken.:. Part 10: Continue.:. Part 11: Gravity.:. Part 12: Feel.:. Part 13: Reason
Ruins of the Heart
OS
He didn’t slam the door instead he threw it open with the intent to, but instead just disappeared out of it, leaving it open in a haunting reminder that I was the one who made him leave.
Tremble and Hurt
OS
I blinked at him, at his simple words, his simple emotions, at his almost childish like attempts to remind me that I’m still human, and for a moment the evil inside of me receded and I could feel again.
[Morning Sun|On-coming Storm]
OS
I could see my reflection in the window and I had to wonder how many other things had been destroyed by storms.
Just Short of Forever
OS, (Mention of ToshiyaxOFC, DiexKyo)
Toshiya nodded and Kyo walked away. He wasn’t sure what he was getting himself into but he didn’t care, since he too had been watching the smaller man, and Toshiya was sure that Kyo had known that.
Beginnings, Ends, and All Your Specifics
Parts: 2/5, On-going
I’m standing still as the world passes around me, I’ll let it get away with that for the time being.
Part 1.:. Part 2
Make it to the Light
OS
The ground beneath him was still slightly damp. It was his fault, he had been blocking the sun from being able to touch it. Around him, the city was alive and moving, even if he didn’t feel like he was.
The Space Between Nothing
OS
“How long have you known?” His voice shook even if he didn’t want it to. He could see lines form on the vocalist’s forehead. “All along.” Kyo stood up and the space between them quickly disappeared. His fingers ran down the taller man’s smooth cheek. Toshiya sat there frozen, his lips parted slightly so that he could breath and then, he felt Kyo’s lips on his.
DiexKyo
Behind the Story
Parts: 4/4, Completed
In so many ways I am ashamed to still want you, even after you broke me. Maybe that’s what you wanted all along, to break me so you could put me back together, just to make sure you had all of me.
.:. Part 1.:..:. Part 2.:..:. Part 3.:..:. Part 4.:.
One Night
OS
“I don’t want forever.”
“Then what do you want?”
There was only one thing I could have, there’s only one thing I could offer back to him. “Tonight.”
Anwhere but Here | Anytime but Now
OS
At first he didn’t know what caused it, but as began to realize it, he felt his heart still and himself break to pieces. He never need to see the head of bright red hair to know when Die was around him, he just felt it, felt it in every part of his body and soul.
Other
The Happiness that Attends Disaster
OS, KyoxToshiya, KaoruxKyo
I remember the first time I met Kyo. That was years and years ago. When I was still young, when we were still young. It was in those days where time seemed to stay still, where we thought that we’d be young forever, with no worries about the future. A time where we hadn’t been hurt or broken, a time that we could still love.
the GazettE
AoixRuki
My Love
OS
“I love you. And that’s exactly why I’m not sure how I ended up here, like this. Without you.”
Untitled
Parts: 5/5 + epilogue, Completed
How do you fall in love with your best friend? Or maybe a better question would be, how could I not? I can tell you exactly how we met, even the exact point I fell in love. But that would mean also telling him that.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4.:. Part 5.:. Epilogue.:.
The Truth Is…
Parts: 3/3, Completed
Regret. There are a lot of things that I could regret in my life. I could regret not getting into a stable career. I could regret leaving home. I could regret getting into this industry. But these I’ve never really cared about those sort of things. In reality there’s only one thing I regret in my life and that is Aoi.
Part 1: Regret.:. Part 2: Denial.:. Part 3: Love
Leaving Me
Parts: 3/3, Completed
I started writing and now I’m scared that if I stop now that I might lose you.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3
Finding Me (Sequel to Leaving Me)
Parts: 5/5, Completed
Tonight I find myself going down very familiar streets. I've driven by places that I've avoided for the last few months. And finally I've stopped in front of the one place I thought I'd never end up going back to.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4.:. Part 5
Brighten Tomorrow
Parts: 7/7, Completed
His friend however was very much a mystery to him. He had shiny black hair with white extensions underneath, and the left side of his bottom lip was pierced. He had dark eyes that had always fascinated Ruki.
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4A.:. Part 4B.:. Part 5.:. Part 6.:. Part 7
.:. Brighten Tomorrow, ReitaxKai Side Story .:.
After Today (Sequel to Brighten Tomorrow)
Parts: Prologue/?, On-going
The wind on his face was warm but it still had a different feel then it did at the beginning of the summer. Ruki closed his eyes as he stood on the street corner and let his heart beat echo in his ears and he wished that he knew how he ended up there.
Prologue
Reaching for Shadows
OS
A thin layer of dust had settle on the surfaces, giving a translucent look to the objects that had once been collected and set up by the two of them to show off their life together.
Forever and Ever and Never at All
OS
His faced blurred in the dream and even as the blond opened his eyes, slowly enough to be able to see but fast enough that the world spun around him for a split second, he knew that it was all too good to be true, all too fast to be real.
UruhaxRuki
City on the Edge of Forever
UruhaxRuki, MiyavixKai, onesided ReitaxRuki, onesided AoixKai, mention of other pairings
Parts: 5/?, On-going
I never really wanted to do the job I do now, I kind of just started and haven’t looked back since. It’s funny really, it’s not something that you dream of when you’re growing up. It’s not like wanting to be an astronaut, or a policeman. I wasn’t even sure what I was getting into, but I suppose it’s sort of like being a rock star.
Prologue.:. Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4.:. Part 5
alice nine.
Imperfect Ending
OS
ToraxSaga, ShouxSaga
You’re magnificent when you fall but I’d much rather know that I gave you more happiness than tears, even if it’s not me that you’re with.
LUNA SEA
Horizon
RyuichixSugizo/SugizoxRyuichi, JxSugizo
Part: 2/2, completed
It all started with a smile, or maybe it was a glance, or maybe a touch. He liked to think it was one of those things and not a bottle of some cheap vodka that he picked up just because of the price and availability.
Part 1.:. Part 2
Mixed Tracks: A Drabble Collection
Various Pairings
Mixed Tracks: Luna Sea Album
Defying Gravity
OS
SugizoxInoran, RyuichixSugizo, JxSugizo
“Sugizo, you’re so busy only looking at him you don’t see what anyone else sees, you don’t see anyone else.” Inoran sounded frustrated and he didn’t understand why. He raised his eyes so they bore into the younger mans and he took a step closer. “I saw you,” He whispered using all his strength to control the waver in his voice.
Other
alice nine. and Sugizo
Bonded Infidelity
SugizoxSaga, ToraxSaga
Part: 4/4, completed
Part 1.:. Part 2.:. Part 3.:. Part 4
Magnificant Desolation
X JAPAN//LUNA SEA//Dir en grey
Part: 8/8, completed
I knew all I could do was try to think of all the possibilities, none of which was probably close to the truth, but that I imagined was so unfathomable, so unreachable and so profound that it would never mean something to me. Or at the very least it was something I could not understand because I had not felt it.
.:. Part One: J.:. Part Two: Kaoru.:. Part Three: hide.:. Part Four: Toshi.:. Part Five: INORAN .:. Part Six: Sugizo.:. Part Seven: Yoshiki.:. Part Eight: Die.:.
Collab with happy_totchi
Battle Royale: J Rock Edition
Part: 5/12, On-going
He inhaled the last drag of his dying cigarette and looked around the room. He knew exactly why they were there, it was after all his idea. Of course he couldn’t help but feel slightly nervous… You could kill your worst enemy, or your best friend. You could lose your lover or your band mate. You could choose death, or you could choose to play.
Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 1.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 2.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 3.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 4.:. Battle Royale: J Rock Edition Part 5
Written for jrockprompts
Listening to Stars
OS
There was only one truth he knew, he knew it so well it was as if it was scribbled on the mirror in front of him in red lipstick.