this house is full of eyes
labor day weekend. sucked a fat dick. saw family friends that we see all the time. wasted my weekend away with a sinus infection and lack of any true friends. nothing special happened at all, save my wonderful time dancing around my own hotel room at 3 am on a borning and stormy as hell fri night/sat morning. i missed emily buck while i was gone... i dunno, she grew on me or something. but then i get back. and shes dating someone. it sucked. it kinda hurt. not really. just dissapointment. but that coupled with hearing about my wonderfly slutty ex gf anna nicklaus from Jake Mckay (AKA 8th grade hip thrust) made me the worlds biggest pein today at school. i was really really mean to emily, and to like. everyone else. and in spanish i made fun of burdines. bad mistake this chick, carter is her name i think, gave me dirty looks. which sucked a little because shes kinda hot. not really tho. but i cant stand dirty looks.
im a ramblin man
but yah. im definantly missing the whole.... gf who i give a fuck about thing. actually i just miss having someone of the oppisite sex to give a fuck about. i miss having anyone to give a fuck about. blake and i barely talk anymore.... and it seems like buddy hates me more than not... and my girl situation blows. there are a few with potential. but i always make a fool of myself. fuck my ass. On a lighter note kiss tomorrow is back together. or... back from hiatus. thats cool i guess. but all ive been listening to lately is modest mouse, alkaline trio, the faint, and the blood brothers
wait. thats all i ever listen to.
yah. lifes a drag. i really needa chill out with my dissing girls that i dont dislike at all... actually kinda like. its sorta like issac would say talking shit about a pretty sunset. blanketing opinions that ill probably never froget
so everyone ive said mean shit to lately. particularly emily buck. im truly fucking sorry.
im a ramblin man
but yah. im definantly missing the whole.... gf who i give a fuck about thing. actually i just miss having someone of the oppisite sex to give a fuck about. i miss having anyone to give a fuck about. blake and i barely talk anymore.... and it seems like buddy hates me more than not... and my girl situation blows. there are a few with potential. but i always make a fool of myself. fuck my ass. On a lighter note kiss tomorrow is back together. or... back from hiatus. thats cool i guess. but all ive been listening to lately is modest mouse, alkaline trio, the faint, and the blood brothers
wait. thats all i ever listen to.
yah. lifes a drag. i really needa chill out with my dissing girls that i dont dislike at all... actually kinda like. its sorta like issac would say talking shit about a pretty sunset. blanketing opinions that ill probably never froget
so everyone ive said mean shit to lately. particularly emily buck. im truly fucking sorry.