it's always better to run away from your problems .. isn't it?
There that's better. At least the layout doesn't kill you when you look at it.
I'm not sure if coming here was such a good idea anymore. I really feel like I was running away from my problems. At first it seemed perfect; I would go away for the summer and when I got back everything would be perfect. Things would be like they were before school let out. Now, I wish I'd stayed and faced my fears, for lack of a better term. I mean, so what if Åke and me were having problems? We would get through them. Part of me thinks that wasn't going to happen, that this may have been the end of us. Looking back, I think I ran because I was scared of that. It was so much easier to pack my bags and hop on a plane, you know? Plus Paul and his cute friend are here. You know what? If when go back to Sweden in the later summer, Åke and I are over then so what. I'll get past it. Right now, I have the whole summer to look forward to ... I get to spend it all with one of my best friends and go shopping all the time! I'm not going to reck it by being a whiney little cunt. Plus there's aways Lukka and Paul's new cute friend. ;)
On another note, I wish people would stop staring at my hair. Sure, it's pink! Have you never seen pink hair before?? Also, MY FUCKING ACCENT IS NOT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND!! I wish people would stop speaking s-l-o-w-l-y as if I can't understand you when you speak normailly. Don't talk louder to me either! I'm not deaf!
This was a dumb post but oh well. You can kiss my ass if you don't like it.
I'm not sure if coming here was such a good idea anymore. I really feel like I was running away from my problems. At first it seemed perfect; I would go away for the summer and when I got back everything would be perfect. Things would be like they were before school let out. Now, I wish I'd stayed and faced my fears, for lack of a better term. I mean, so what if Åke and me were having problems? We would get through them. Part of me thinks that wasn't going to happen, that this may have been the end of us. Looking back, I think I ran because I was scared of that. It was so much easier to pack my bags and hop on a plane, you know? Plus Paul and his cute friend are here. You know what? If when go back to Sweden in the later summer, Åke and I are over then so what. I'll get past it. Right now, I have the whole summer to look forward to ... I get to spend it all with one of my best friends and go shopping all the time! I'm not going to reck it by being a whiney little cunt. Plus there's aways Lukka and Paul's new cute friend. ;)
On another note, I wish people would stop staring at my hair. Sure, it's pink! Have you never seen pink hair before?? Also, MY FUCKING ACCENT IS NOT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND!! I wish people would stop speaking s-l-o-w-l-y as if I can't understand you when you speak normailly. Don't talk louder to me either! I'm not deaf!
This was a dumb post but oh well. You can kiss my ass if you don't like it.