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I woke up on saturday and sat around for a really long time. I started getting ready for the Model Call around 1. My sister told me to be ready and 2 and she was going to come get me. She did not get to my house until around 2:45 and we went to the salon. Alby walked in and came up to me, Felt my hair and said "you are mine." I was so nervous that he was not going to pick me. but he did. I was first pick i was so excited but really fucking nerouvs because i had no idea what they were going to do to my hair. So alby tells cory ( a new guy at the salon form like washington or um NY) to dye my hair Fire red. and the crow up it bleach blonde. so im like oh shit my dad is going to fucking freak out when i come home and my hair is bright red with the top of it blonde. yeah. So my sister calls my dad and tells him what they are doing to my hair. He got kinda pissed but he cant really do anything about it. So my hair eh i didnt really like it at first. so yeah alby is a famous celebrity stylist he charges a flat rate of 250 to just get a hair cut. He has clients in 15 different countrys.
At the salon we were all trying to figure out what we were going to wear to the show and they tell me to wear blak pants and they gave me this little fishnet shirt. and she said "just wear a colored bra under it" and i was like ummmmm wtf. hahaha. I go home pick out what im wearing and then go to sleep.
My sister and I woke up at 5:30 got to the salon at 6:50 and we all got together and then drove to the casion. We did prep work form 9 until like 1. (makeup and hair) I told alby to leave my hair long in the front because i dont like my ears. hahah. So we get up on stage and its cutting my hair off and when he is done everyone is like freaking out and there are no mirrors so i would have to go all the way to the bathroom so i didnt look at it for a while it is pretty much the same just sahaged. So the president of sahag gets there and talks for a while. we had a 4 hours session so i didnt even get on stage until 4. We left at 5:30. Alby was crazy. He was really overly super friendly and he kept kissing everyone inclusing me and i was trying to hide from him.
^ me and alby
^me when i got home. hahaha.
Yeah im ont really sure if i like my hair or not it looks a lot cuter in pictures. It is different. Everyone else is saying that they like it so i dunno. My neighbor told me it was "very punk rock" hahah hes a creep. I am watching the last episode of Laguna right now. It is really sad.
Life is werid right now. Really werid. I am really confuzed about a lot of things. I dont understand what you think anymore. I dont understand how your brain works. I dont understand how you do this to me. and you are just fine with it? Maybe one day ill figure it all out. I doubt it. Laguna is making me sad :(
2 years 2 fucking years. How the hell does this happen?
"sometimes we push away the things we need the most"
:(
lorin. <3
At the salon we were all trying to figure out what we were going to wear to the show and they tell me to wear blak pants and they gave me this little fishnet shirt. and she said "just wear a colored bra under it" and i was like ummmmm wtf. hahaha. I go home pick out what im wearing and then go to sleep.
My sister and I woke up at 5:30 got to the salon at 6:50 and we all got together and then drove to the casion. We did prep work form 9 until like 1. (makeup and hair) I told alby to leave my hair long in the front because i dont like my ears. hahah. So we get up on stage and its cutting my hair off and when he is done everyone is like freaking out and there are no mirrors so i would have to go all the way to the bathroom so i didnt look at it for a while it is pretty much the same just sahaged. So the president of sahag gets there and talks for a while. we had a 4 hours session so i didnt even get on stage until 4. We left at 5:30. Alby was crazy. He was really overly super friendly and he kept kissing everyone inclusing me and i was trying to hide from him.
^ me and alby
^me when i got home. hahaha.
Yeah im ont really sure if i like my hair or not it looks a lot cuter in pictures. It is different. Everyone else is saying that they like it so i dunno. My neighbor told me it was "very punk rock" hahah hes a creep. I am watching the last episode of Laguna right now. It is really sad.
Life is werid right now. Really werid. I am really confuzed about a lot of things. I dont understand what you think anymore. I dont understand how your brain works. I dont understand how you do this to me. and you are just fine with it? Maybe one day ill figure it all out. I doubt it. Laguna is making me sad :(
2 years 2 fucking years. How the hell does this happen?
"sometimes we push away the things we need the most"
:(
lorin. <3