no!
holy shit... Rick James died. im all sad. i loved rick. he was great. my hair is even uglier green since i went swimming with joey and scott and heather and ashley. im so fuckin happy tho because my drivers ed papers came in the mail.... yay! my dads gettin me a car for christmas since he didnt get me anything for my birthday for the past 3 years. my mom says we're moving. for now just down the street. but in jan. wen she gets her taxes we are moving to stockton, which is 2.5 hours from were i live. and my best friend is momving to berkley, which is like 2 hours away. so we'll be 4.5 hours away. life really sucks. we havent talked in along time. she was all upset but she wouldnt tell me why and i felt really mad because last time she wouldnt talk to me she cut her wrists and like tried to commit suicide. so i feel like shit and yet i still have to fucking work. god damn lifes a bitch sometimes. i finally got my digital camera back so hopefully i can go to communities and like make new friends.
and since my mom felt bad for me, being and depressed and what-not, she bought me a cell phone. like that helps. I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO. and my only real friend who i ave been talking to, ryann, was admitted to the fuckin hospital... the pysiatric part ( cant spell) he too tried to kill himself... so now i really am alone, but i have this journal
okay, its offical
and since my mom felt bad for me, being and depressed and what-not, she bought me a cell phone. like that helps. I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO. and my only real friend who i ave been talking to, ryann, was admitted to the fuckin hospital... the pysiatric part ( cant spell) he too tried to kill himself... so now i really am alone, but i have this journal
okay, its offical