I have no friends
Until this day I have learned that I have no friends and I'm always made fun of....I can't stand this hurt anymore. Im trying so damn hard to be friends with alot of people and I get backstabbed and made fun of. Alot of people are just getting under my skin and I can't take it anymore. I have no one to talk to, no one will call me. There is only one person that will talk to me on the phone but he's like 3 hours away and he knows how I treat people he knows Im a good person on here. But he went back with his ex and now they are friends he's been calling me here for the past 2 nights. I just can't understand why the hell people are so fucking mean. Whenever you have someone you think you can trust but then your somewhere else and you hear other people talking shit about you on the mic about your friend that you think you trust.....and your friend that you trust still talks to that person that they cant stand, then they wasn't a friend. So many people hates me. I'm craving to be in love with someone right now. I want so much to cuddle. I can't though. Cause it hurts me so much of whats been going on. Word can only say so much but they mess up your mind. Sometimes I wonder do I really have friends? But I come and find out they talk shit. Where I live at, I have people that doesnt come and see me. I take care of myself. I buy my own shit. Everytime I walk to the store, I feel as if I am being stalked. I don't know its hard to explain. Just too many people wants to fuck with me and actually make me beleive that no one cares, and they wished I was dead.