Oct 17, 2005 22:00
ok wow GREAT START TO THE WEEK
ok so
today i woke up and i felt like ASS but not as bad as yesterday cuz yesterday i was in bed all day feeling even whorse than ASS. btu i went to school anyway, thinking i would go home at lunch, but i didnt, and i REALLY WISH I DID, cuz thats when all the hell started.
so we are just sitting there eating our lunch doing our own thing, but it just seems there was something mising in the cafe, like it was so quite and weird, and liek there were some grade 12s sitting in the corner and it looked liek something bad happened but i had no idea wat. os i iwas liek wutever. so me and sarah go to the the place where you buy food and get a slushy ( yes i buy her one cuz im such a nice friend=) ) so we go back just minding our own bussiness, eating our slushy like we would on anyother day, and the thing beeps for an announcement. i wasnt reeally listening cuz i didnt think it was important cuz, ell its just an announcment, but then all of a sudden everyone is deadly quite listenin g to it,a nd im liek omg wuts oging on, and the announcemnt said
"i am sure alot of you have heard about curtis of grade 12 collapsing in the parkinglot of our school on his way to school this morning, we just heard word form his mother at thje hospital from him mom and, he didnt make it, im sorry"
or somehting like that
i couldnt belsieve it, i didnt noe the guy, but i looked around and i realized why it had been so weird in the cafe, they new how he had collapsed and were worried about them, and when the announcment finished they just bursted out crying and like i was liek omg omg like wtf . me and sarah were just liek lookign at eachother and like we were like omg liek i keep gettin gshivers liek EVERYOEN was cryign (but not us) but i had tears in my eyes im gonna admit, and like we went out of the cafe and there was a bunch of plout there and they were all crying and i was like i cant take this i just wnt to go home WHY didnt i go home. and like it was so terible.
so then i went off to usic, where i had a test oh joy...i thought i was gonna fail btu i got a 91% :O i noe i was surprized too. but one o my friends sam in my music class looked like there was somehting wrong and i was just liek are you ok? and she was like no im not, i just realized i knew that guy and he was like my best friend when we were younger, the last time i saw him was at his grade 8 gradutaion, and he was just the nicest guy ever, he didnt deserve that. and we had a talk and she just gone through so much this ast year and she is the nicest person i have ever met and SHE dosnt seserve to go through that pain. she actually told me that she was "dead inside and i just dont feel pain anymore" i love you to death sam. i was telling my mom about it and telling her how you are the nicest person in the world and i just hate how good things always happen to bad ppl and shew as like yeah but all that happened becasue god wanted her to touch the lives of all those ppl, and change the world soemhow, god only gives us obstacles that he KNOWS we can over come, and shes strong and she CAN over come them, and i was liek wow. love you sammm...it will get better, i PROMISE
but anyways
half way theough music i staretd feelin sick AGAIN. and i was liek ohh god i just wish i went home, so then off to geography i went i HATE THE CLASS and olivia wasnt there cuz she knew curt and went home :( I LOVE YOU OLIVIA
so i felt liek crap andii just wanted to go home cuz ijust couldnt take htis daya anymore
so yeah
ahh crap somehting else just happened tht just made this dday EVEN BETTER oo good lord
AND ITS ONLY MONDAY
AHHHH
amy