stomach aches, sleepless nights, and tears
It's just not fair...
I don't understand why something so perfect and wonderful had to come to an end and I feel like it was all unfinished ... like it was too early and there were more things I was hoping to encounter and learn. It's so hard for me. I've never felt so heartbroken before. For the first time in my life Christmas is depressing. I'm being selfish though, I know God's love is all I need and I should be thankful. I'm trying to be strong. Talking with Daniel last night was encouraging and I know his advice was what I needed. I'm just trying to dig myslef out of this hole I seem to be in right now and I'm trying not to be sad when I see cutesy happy couples and hear sappy love songs on the radio. ugh...
I don't understand why something so perfect and wonderful had to come to an end and I feel like it was all unfinished ... like it was too early and there were more things I was hoping to encounter and learn. It's so hard for me. I've never felt so heartbroken before. For the first time in my life Christmas is depressing. I'm being selfish though, I know God's love is all I need and I should be thankful. I'm trying to be strong. Talking with Daniel last night was encouraging and I know his advice was what I needed. I'm just trying to dig myslef out of this hole I seem to be in right now and I'm trying not to be sad when I see cutesy happy couples and hear sappy love songs on the radio. ugh...