Nov 07, 2005 16:26
i'm going to try not to be cryptic this time. or angry. or depressed. i'm going to try to be calm and receptive and relaxed.
i have a lot of reading to do in the library. i think i will go this evening. i also have a lot of drawing homework, which i would like to get done in its entirety tonight. this requires getting three 4x4 foot sheets of brown paper from fisher and finding a nice quiet place with a mirror where i can draw my head three different times with no distraction. is there such a place? maybe i'll just turn my room into a studio. and then turn up the music really loudly and pretend to be deep and methodical and creative.
jay, meg, ted and i had spaghetti with meatballs last night. well, ted had spaghetti with tomato sauce and no meatballs because he is a vegetarian. but it was wonderful and perfect even though meg bought the wrong kind of tomatos and i didn't have basil or sweet sausage. i was happy anyway because my meatballs came out just like my mom's, and that was what i really wanted. and then ted was there and we did homework together and i was so tired but so perfectly content and it was the second perfect sunday night in a row.
i think i am going to go and get that brown paper now.