Nov 01, 2005 21:42
this doesn't get easier.
i wish i knew what to change. instead, here i am at the same crossroads i've always come to in these situations and i haven't learned a thing. not a single thing.
when it comes to other people's interpersonal relations i am grounded and reasonable and optimistic. but when it comes to my own i am scared and dependent and immature.
give me a sign.
any more of this and i am going to join a convent.