my first entry
so far this summer has been the best one ever,but then i got dragged into a bunch of bullshit. all this fucking drama between my best friends.. and then tonight a cirtain person ims me blaming me for starting shit.. i never started anything at all i never did a fucking thing but he has a problem with me now..obviously hes pissed bout me and 2 other people hangin out.. and then theres another person.. and you know who you are your one of my best friends i really hope you and the cirtain someone who imd me arent just trying to start shit and end friendships.. i will really be pissed if thats the case....im not gonna jump to any conclusions though
well other than that, summer has been absolutely great!! this year i have been able to hang out with everyone instead of every other summer where i'v only hung out with like 2 people.. this year i've made so many new friends and built better friendships with the people that i knew before.. i cant' beleive we are juniors already!! holy shit high school is flying by.. if these next 2 years are anything like this past year was.. i'm really excited for it
theres someone that i just can't get off my mind.. ok theres someone who i really like, and everyone knows who it is.. she knows too, and i cant stop thinkin about her. i really want to get to know her, but she really likes someone else and i dont want to get in her way at all. i honestly dont know what to do. half of the people are tellin me keep tryin, the other half is sayin just move on try to find someone else. thats hard to do though and i really want to get to know her, but at the same time i dont want to bug her, dont want her to think i'm a loser or anything like that. my problem before was that i was shy, but i really think i'v gotten over the shyness.. but i dont know what to do, should i look for someone else.. or keep trying?
well other than that, summer has been absolutely great!! this year i have been able to hang out with everyone instead of every other summer where i'v only hung out with like 2 people.. this year i've made so many new friends and built better friendships with the people that i knew before.. i cant' beleive we are juniors already!! holy shit high school is flying by.. if these next 2 years are anything like this past year was.. i'm really excited for it
theres someone that i just can't get off my mind.. ok theres someone who i really like, and everyone knows who it is.. she knows too, and i cant stop thinkin about her. i really want to get to know her, but she really likes someone else and i dont want to get in her way at all. i honestly dont know what to do. half of the people are tellin me keep tryin, the other half is sayin just move on try to find someone else. thats hard to do though and i really want to get to know her, but at the same time i dont want to bug her, dont want her to think i'm a loser or anything like that. my problem before was that i was shy, but i really think i'v gotten over the shyness.. but i dont know what to do, should i look for someone else.. or keep trying?