Aug 19, 2009 16:21
hottie at my work thinks im hot:) aanndd he's really hot:) and he told andrea which probs means he wants me to know since me and her are really close and he's gotta know by now from working there that everyone tells everyone everything. i kind of flirt with him a little more now, but i just like when people like me more than it seems that i like them, so i'm not over-doing it. plus also, he's a whore.
hmm i went to a couple parties with one of my managers which was rad. the parties were fun, but i like that i hangout with at least a couple people from my work outside of work now. and bailley was sad when i was leaving today cause 'im the only one she talks to.' ohh, black-but-secret-asian girl. latoya said one of the guys at the parties thought i was 'really hot' but when she told me his name i couldn't think of who he was whatsoever. plus she's been wanting to fix me up with like three ppl and it hasn't worked because she's like lazy with getting us tgthr even though im like HEY, FUCKING LETS HANGOUT WITH SOANDSO TONIGHT! so whatever. maybe ill see him again or something..
ryan and his g/f are moving in saturday so im trying to invite a few ppl over and maybe having it turn into a kindofsorta party. eddie and i have been drunk texting each other again, but every time we're not close enough to see each other. im kind of hoping he'll be around sat night and maybe come over when ppl leave haha. im obv not going to date him and i really miss sexytime now that im single.
i was reading my old xanga and like, jesus h christ i was a psycho. shit. like convos with zach and sean and stuff, wow. honestly, i always thought i was in the right. and i read them, and im just like why are these people even humoring me, im being a psychotic bitch. but the inside jokes like peppered all around are really hilarious, because i can't remember what like 90% of them mean..and i just throw them around and continue my story. and i realized i talked a lot about unimportant details like, we went to this place and i thought the sky looked really cool and then we bought some chips, and then my sneaker was untied, i didn't get to go to six flags, but as they say 'steak and potatoes' so then we waited for our rides and i want a boyfriend and nick wants to marry me blah blah...like what?
made me laugh a lot