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Apr 26, 2009 22:31

i sent Matt the painting i made of the dream he sent me, and he loved it, thankfully. he's apparently going to school in Peru right now but going to move to the Hill in august/september. Peru must be amazing. his photos were so breathtaking. i'm glad he's actually making something out of his decision to be a spanish major. i always tried to tell him to do something like that, i think i even said specifically that he could go to Peru and study. it's funny how he's actually doing it right now. i wish i had the money to travel.
there's a lot going through my mind.

friday i hung out with my friend flora, who is just amazing. i've been meaning to hangout with her all semester but i just randomly decided to text her finally because i've been so lonely every day. we partied at a few places and hungout with her roommates who are all dudes. it was a really good night except i'm not sure if they really liked me or not. i've been really really low on the self-esteem lately. maybe it's because i'm alone so much.
however, the roommates did stay up in the living room after she went to bed. i was semi-passed out on the couch and heard them calling these girls that one of them had brought home whores, and saying sort-of mean things to another guy there who was extremely annoying, but i didn't hear anything mean or otherwise about me. then around 5 they left to go climb on some rooftops and i wish i had been conscious enough to join. they were really nice again in the morning. i wish i was more extroverted in general. i feel like last year i was not afraid to talk to anyone and not worried about what anyone thought, for once, but now i'm back to being self-conscious again.

dave's moving his mattress in tomorrow morning. i'm pretty excited for a new roommate, just a change in general. it'll be good to not feel like i live alone anymore
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