pink hair
not as pink as i wanted, or as pink as it was before, but i feel okay about it.
i needed something...fun? and obvi have given up on the job-having. not even, like.. i still apply everywhere and follow through with the harassing "has anyone looked at my app yet??!" but...no fucking dice.
what i have given up on lately is finding a dude. either they like me and i end up hating them, can't get them to think of me as more than a friend, or am too scared to try. can't the stars just aline in my favor for once? shit. i really liked the apartment thing this year, having people to stay over and snuggle and call and see all the time.
i just want someone who's cute, parties but i can trust not to do stuff if i'm not there, is funny, and likes sex. hi find me.
mm yeah iron pour friday im fuckin pumped. katie's coming and i think jaime as well. then pahhty. saturday im probs going home and getting art supplies and hopefully someone'll be around. sunday easter at mike's and then maybe zombie march. chyea
i needed something...fun? and obvi have given up on the job-having. not even, like.. i still apply everywhere and follow through with the harassing "has anyone looked at my app yet??!" but...no fucking dice.
what i have given up on lately is finding a dude. either they like me and i end up hating them, can't get them to think of me as more than a friend, or am too scared to try. can't the stars just aline in my favor for once? shit. i really liked the apartment thing this year, having people to stay over and snuggle and call and see all the time.
i just want someone who's cute, parties but i can trust not to do stuff if i'm not there, is funny, and likes sex. hi find me.
mm yeah iron pour friday im fuckin pumped. katie's coming and i think jaime as well. then pahhty. saturday im probs going home and getting art supplies and hopefully someone'll be around. sunday easter at mike's and then maybe zombie march. chyea