my fear of flying
so ya, just a nothing boring day again, only good things was 45 min. nap in gym. yupyup
denice came over tonight, we talked..... felt good
josh came over.... i hate em, how hes changed and hows he treats people
came over first thing he said was, "becky im hungry" got him food...... didnt get much talk out of him... cause he slept and then used my phone and left
yup so.. wont be a surprise the day our friendship ends..... not too far from now, i can see it.
k so ya, sometimes i just want to lock myself away, from everyone else, because i am going crazy with the world... yup.. its all dumb...
i feel like im losing control.... and going insane....
probably am, because i cant get any help.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
developed an obsession with food, yea thats just fantastic....
grr...... why are all these days so glum
its crap
heh
flamingo