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this has been the worst week ever. first off with chris dying. then startin a new job where im so tired afterwards i could skip eating (which is my like fave thing to do) to sleep. then the love of my life telling me hes moving sooner then soon like its no big deal. hes moving sometime after we get back from the beach...that means the end of next week. im so upset. and stressed. by everything. life officially sucks. ill b stuck here workin 9-6 everyday changing poopy diapers and yelling at 2 year olds to stop biting and hittin and spittin and not be able to go home to the one person that i kno can bring a smile to my face. whether it be his dads house or mine i still feel at home. hes gonna b 2 hours away with all his ex girlfriends and girls hes slept with. yes i am worried. ive never had a relationship with a guy that lived more then 15 mins away. i hope we make it through this. i love him so much. he is my life. he gets mad when i start to cry about how soon hes moving. he called me a wussy. i cry easily and i admit it. but the love of my life moving will make me bawl. he tells me i shouldnt b crying cuase he gave me the choice to move with him. someitmes i wish i could. i hate livin under my parents roof sometimes. BLAH i hate life right now.