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You know what? its nice to know my family cares so much about me....*sarcasm*
my little brother and his friend made a ramp, they were going off it and asked if i wanted to. Well i said later, let me finish my chores first. well i did, and i went outside, they were on the porch swing thing and i thought, well the ramp can't be that dangerous if they were going off it. well...i was wrong, i landed the wrong way, and took a chunk out of my palm and knee. as i was walking in the house my sister saw me well..crying..and asked what happened, i showed her my hand, and asked her to get some band-aids, because i dont know were they were, i went and started washing off the blood and she brought them in. After i finished washing it, which hurt like hell, i asked her if she could please get the hydrogen peroxide so i wont get an infection or anything, she said she was busy. I went into my parents room to find her and ask were it was, she was recording "grind on me" on her phone. She said we didnt have anymore. so asked were my scissors were so i could cut one of the band aids so the sticky part wouldnt touch the otherside of the cut, she said "oh i accidently lost them" and she started recording another song. after figuring out how to get it not to touch the other cut, i called my mom, upset that no one really even cared, and explained what happened, then asked if she could get some hydrogen peroxide and a slightly bigger band-aid, because 1. we were out and 2. the other ones were too small to fit over the whole thing. She said: "there are gauzes under the sink, oh make sure you finish your chores, and dont forget you have to do your sister's today cause zaire is over. Hey make some potato salad, i didnt realize we ate it all last night. You can make some macaroni salad too. Is your dad up?" yeah... thanks for caring mom. So yeah my family just LOVES me. Im sorry if this is just complaining, but lately i have been really pissed. My family doesnt seem like they care about me, i got grounded for forgetting to make my dad his separate dinner, which includes :1. No will, 2. No phone 3. No cell, 4. No friends over 5. I have to do my sister's chores 6. I have to get all laundry done, every night, and cant go to bed until it is done 7. No after school activities 8. No going anywhere. I found out 2 of my friends are suicidal, so i am helping them get through and stop cutting. Then to top it all off, although i admire that he is willing to stand up for his friends, Will was going to "support" his friend in a fight, which thank goodness there wasnt one, and told me they were just hanging out in the jrotc room, and didnt even mention the fight thing, instead i found out from his friend and someone i dont know very well. They were supposed to fight on thurs. but the kids didnt show up, then they were supposed to fight friday, but again the kids didnt show, so although i am relieved he didnt get hurt or expelled or anything like that, i am upset that he didnt say anything to my and lied about "just hanging out". I feel better, i havent really said how i feel about anything lately and it feels good to vent. im just glad i dont vent like some of my friends...
my little brother and his friend made a ramp, they were going off it and asked if i wanted to. Well i said later, let me finish my chores first. well i did, and i went outside, they were on the porch swing thing and i thought, well the ramp can't be that dangerous if they were going off it. well...i was wrong, i landed the wrong way, and took a chunk out of my palm and knee. as i was walking in the house my sister saw me well..crying..and asked what happened, i showed her my hand, and asked her to get some band-aids, because i dont know were they were, i went and started washing off the blood and she brought them in. After i finished washing it, which hurt like hell, i asked her if she could please get the hydrogen peroxide so i wont get an infection or anything, she said she was busy. I went into my parents room to find her and ask were it was, she was recording "grind on me" on her phone. She said we didnt have anymore. so asked were my scissors were so i could cut one of the band aids so the sticky part wouldnt touch the otherside of the cut, she said "oh i accidently lost them" and she started recording another song. after figuring out how to get it not to touch the other cut, i called my mom, upset that no one really even cared, and explained what happened, then asked if she could get some hydrogen peroxide and a slightly bigger band-aid, because 1. we were out and 2. the other ones were too small to fit over the whole thing. She said: "there are gauzes under the sink, oh make sure you finish your chores, and dont forget you have to do your sister's today cause zaire is over. Hey make some potato salad, i didnt realize we ate it all last night. You can make some macaroni salad too. Is your dad up?" yeah... thanks for caring mom. So yeah my family just LOVES me. Im sorry if this is just complaining, but lately i have been really pissed. My family doesnt seem like they care about me, i got grounded for forgetting to make my dad his separate dinner, which includes :1. No will, 2. No phone 3. No cell, 4. No friends over 5. I have to do my sister's chores 6. I have to get all laundry done, every night, and cant go to bed until it is done 7. No after school activities 8. No going anywhere. I found out 2 of my friends are suicidal, so i am helping them get through and stop cutting. Then to top it all off, although i admire that he is willing to stand up for his friends, Will was going to "support" his friend in a fight, which thank goodness there wasnt one, and told me they were just hanging out in the jrotc room, and didnt even mention the fight thing, instead i found out from his friend and someone i dont know very well. They were supposed to fight on thurs. but the kids didnt show up, then they were supposed to fight friday, but again the kids didnt show, so although i am relieved he didnt get hurt or expelled or anything like that, i am upset that he didnt say anything to my and lied about "just hanging out". I feel better, i havent really said how i feel about anything lately and it feels good to vent. im just glad i dont vent like some of my friends...