i cant

Apr 29, 2005 10:12

i cant help it i still love him and want him back.....i cant help it......i just doo.....i found out he ha new gf and it hurts really bad.....i know i dont show that im sad at all,....some people even thought i was happy about the whole thing....but they dont know how sad i am really. i want him to tell me he wants me backbut i know he wont....and never will want me back either....im just getting uber depressed about this.....i didnt even realize i that i was getting boring to him.....i feel stupid.....i am glad people yell at him for breaking up with me.....not that thats good...yeah....i sort of want us to be friends...but how are you friends with someone you loved, who broke your heart cause they got bored? i actually considered to sleep him point and i am really glad i didnt.....im just really upset and i still get butterflies in my stomach when i am around him cause i dont know how he will react.....byes.....
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