Atreyu has a loud angry man in the background and he makes me warm and fuzzy inside:)

[xlittle_dipperx]

Ok so I feel so totally ODD as an EMO kid saying this..

I think I LIKE Atreyu.

Omg.
I totally didn't think I'd like them:S
I thought I'd have to fake it.:D

<3

P dot S dot- You have one more day to read the message below and respond to it, or else I'm just gona take it down. No point in keeping it up if you have no intention of replying.

Comments

Re: e

[lucky_cham]

Remember me? The one you said you'd always love? YES YOUR THE ONE I DREAM ABOUT, YORU THE ONE I PINE TO BE WITH, YOUR THE ONE MY HEART BURNES FOR, YOUR THE ONLY ONE ID ADMIT THIS TO, YOUR THE ONE WHO BRINGS OUT ALL THESE CRAZY EMOTIONS IN ME, YOUR THE ONE WHO INSPIRES ME, YOUR THE ONE WHO TUGS AT MY EMOTION LIKE ITS NOTHING, YOUR THE ONE I LET IN, YOUR THE EXCEPTION TO MY RULES I THINK YOU GET THE POINT :|

How does this ALWAYS come back to you? BECAUSE YOU FIND SOME WAY TO SELF JUSTIFY IT TO BE ABOUT ME SO YOU CAN ANAYLIZE AND DIPICT IT IN YORU OWN WAY TO FIT YOUR NEEDS

Why is my life always about you even when I try and make it not be? tHATS SOMETHING ONLY YOU CAN AWENSER, AND YOU WILL NEED TO CONFRONT IT

How is it that we used to be so close and just like that you hang up the phone? ACTUALLY LAST TIME WE TALKED I WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN THAT THINGS WE FIGHT ABOUT ARNT WORTH IT, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO PICK AND CHOOSE MY BATTLES, I DIDNT EXPECT YOU TO SPEAK THE WORDS YOU DID, OH HOW THEY LINGURE

Just like that at the drop of a hat you don't care how I feel. YOU HUNG UP ON ME, YOU LEFT ME, YOU PUT GETTING BACK TOGATHER WITH ME BEGHIND JUSTIN, BEHIND TREVOR, BEHIND SCHOOL, HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEALS TOP BE IN MY SHOES, ILL TELL YOU, WORTHLESS, SECOND BEST, IT AROUSES THE QUESTION ... WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF

Why are things so confusing? YOU ALREADY ASKED THAT

I want friendship, I TOLD YOU IM DOWN TO BE YOUR FRIEND
I think I want more. I THINK YOU SCARE ME

I don't know what the fuck I want. OBVIOUSLY, BUT IF YOU WANTED ME HALF AS BAD AS I WANTED YOU, WE'D BE TOGATHER, SO MAYBE THAT SHOULD GIVE YOU SOME LIGHT ...

All I do know is that the thought of you makes my chest feel
like it's gona collapse and I gasp for air HOPEFULLY IN A SEMI GOOD WAY

My heart pounds in my chest at the thought of seeing you. WELL YOU BLEW THAT CHANCE 2 TIMES NOW, POSSABLY MORE

I want things to work out this time. ITS UP TO YOU, YOU KNOW IM WILLING, BUT YOU KNOW THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH I CAN TAKE

I want this to be ok, WE CAN BE FRIENDS
I want US to be ok. WE CAN BE FRIENDS
Why would I fight with you? I DUNNO BUT YOU DO, TRUTH HURTS

Why is it that every ounce of good I have
I push away making more room
in my heart for the drama that I fucking HATE. THATS A REALLY GOOD QUESTION

I hate feeling alone, I know I asked for time to cool off,
BUT I WANT THE RAIN TO STOP NOW. SO NOW THAT YOU FEAL FINE IM SUPPOSED TO BE HERE LIKE A PUPPY TO JUMP TO THE CHANCE TO TENDER YOU AND MAKE U FEAL BETTER, I GAVE YOU THAT SIDE OF ME 3 TIMES AND EACH TIME YOU TURNED AWAY FROM IT

So stab me in the back for saying this. WOULD NEVER DREAM OF IT

Not like it hasn't happened a thousand times before. NOTHING WE COULDNT HAVE BEAT

Not to say you're like anyone else. SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS

Only to say that's not how I want it to become. SEEMS TO HEAD THAT WAY MORE OFTEN THAN NOT

Where is the future with us? DO WE HAVE A FUTURE IS A MOR EIMPORTANT QUESTION

Why can't you just see that without knowing it you break my heart when I hear you put her before me. IT BREAKS MY HEART THAT I PUT YOU BEFOPR EVERYONE ELSE AND YOU GAVE IT UP AND WALKED OF INTO TEH SUSNSET WITH ANOTHER GUY, MY FIRST PLACE WASNT GOOD ENOUGH I OFFERD IT TO YOU AND YOU PUT IT ON HOLD FOR YORU CONVINANCE, SO WHEN SOMONE FIGHTS FOR ME AS HARD AS I DID FOR YOU, THEY DESERVE A CHANCE

Because I always want to be your #1. YOU CANT SAY YOU HAVENT HAD ENOUGH OPERTUNITIES

Because your my #1. I DONT FEAL LIKE IT

I need to see you and I hate waiting. YOU HAD SO MANY OPERTUNITIES

and as shallow as it may seem
I hate that your all that I desire. WHY DO YOU HATE IT, IF IM REALLY ALL YOU DESIRE THEN WHY ARE U NOT WITH ME, YOU HAD PLENTY OF CHANCES, HELL I EVEN SAID ID MOVE TO FUCKENG GAY ASS FALLON, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DESIIRE, IF FUCKING GIRLS SAY IM SO GREAT OR I HAVE GOOD RELATIONSHIP SKILLS WHY DO I ALWAYS END UP ALONE

Come back I love you. FUNNY I NOTICED THIS WAS IN TEH SNMALLEST FONT, NORMALLY THIS KIND OF THING IS IN LARG FONT, ARE YOU HIDING IT FROM YOU RBOYFRIEND, DONT CREATE MORE DRAMMA, BREAK YORU CYCLE

Please don't walk away....