If you didn't have pennies how would you get change for a nickle?..................
Ugh, so I can't remeber the last time that I wrote on this thing.
Dammit.
I haven't seen Chad in 4 days...actually 5 today.
Needless to say that this sucks.
I have a fulltime job now,my brothers dad owns this bowling place so I have a job free of application and I get paid well. I really need the money right now. I'm also trying to accumulate a second job.
I want a Nissan Altima.
:)
Chad's moving back to Reno soon, and then I'm going to go stay with him I think maybe if he lets me while I go to school and work. We've talked about it a lot. I think it would be nice to be around Chad for a long time, since right now I haven't been around him for any amount of time at all. He's supposed to come out here Friday, because in Fallon we have the Christmas tree lighting where everyone goes and hangs out and gets free hot cocoa and the choir sings and the band plays and kids sit on Santas lap.
Can I just say that Christmas really is the best time of the whole year?
I mean every year we have bad times and really awesome times and there are very few chances we get to just sit back and reflect away from our busy lives. Rarely do I get to sit and just think about how lucky I am to have such an amazing life and my little brothers, and amazing AMAZING friends. This past year has been tough on me as well as others I'm sure and I think Christmas is just a reassuring feeling no matter how bad you feel. It's like in our society today we're almost expected to be mean in order to get ahead. It's more rare to find a genuinly nice person then it is to find some corporate bigshot who acts as a scrooge 364 days out of the year, every day EXCEPT for Christmas. It's like this monumentaly overwhelming feeling of pure joy and love and a strong urge to just give gifts and compliment everyone on how totally wonderful they are. Christmas is the one day a year where no one wonders if your being honest when you tell them how beautiful their hair looks, or when you hand them a gift and they don't stop to think.."Is there poison in this?"(haha) So if nothing else we should be thankful to have Christmas as an excuse to just be purel nice..even if for some of us that niceness only exists once a year.
I adore Chad, even WHEN he argues with me and when we fight and when I just feel like everything is nothing. Truthfully, he's the first guy that's ever been able to push my buttons like Ric did, an I stayed with Ric for 2 years, so I guess we'll see where it goes, everyone else's guess is as good as mine. That's what I love about Chad and I, is that I never ever know, and as much as it could frustrate someone like me who has to know everything, a part of me is completely obliged to just sit back and love every second of not knowing, as long as it's with Chad.
And ok.. FUNNY STORY
Chad is a skater kid so all of his clothes are all holy from skating or just old and I don't mind it because I just get that Chad loves to skate and that's his thing. Well last night he told me he has no sense of fashion and because Im going to school FOR fashion he told me we shold go shopping together and I could tell him what looked good, so this Saturday he said I can pick out 3 "date outfits" which mean outfits he can't skate in, he can only wear them when he's going somewhere nice or seeing me.:) I just think that's sweet.
Happy late Turkey day everyone.
Jaime, Have I told youuuu latellyyyyy that I love youuuuuu?? LMAO
Ilana, Boys do suck don't they?
Oh PS, Trevor and I talked things out last night, so for now I guess things are ok, who knows how long that'll last....
<3- I rock my own socks!
Dammit.
I haven't seen Chad in 4 days...actually 5 today.
Needless to say that this sucks.
I have a fulltime job now,my brothers dad owns this bowling place so I have a job free of application and I get paid well. I really need the money right now. I'm also trying to accumulate a second job.
I want a Nissan Altima.
:)
Chad's moving back to Reno soon, and then I'm going to go stay with him I think maybe if he lets me while I go to school and work. We've talked about it a lot. I think it would be nice to be around Chad for a long time, since right now I haven't been around him for any amount of time at all. He's supposed to come out here Friday, because in Fallon we have the Christmas tree lighting where everyone goes and hangs out and gets free hot cocoa and the choir sings and the band plays and kids sit on Santas lap.
Can I just say that Christmas really is the best time of the whole year?
I mean every year we have bad times and really awesome times and there are very few chances we get to just sit back and reflect away from our busy lives. Rarely do I get to sit and just think about how lucky I am to have such an amazing life and my little brothers, and amazing AMAZING friends. This past year has been tough on me as well as others I'm sure and I think Christmas is just a reassuring feeling no matter how bad you feel. It's like in our society today we're almost expected to be mean in order to get ahead. It's more rare to find a genuinly nice person then it is to find some corporate bigshot who acts as a scrooge 364 days out of the year, every day EXCEPT for Christmas. It's like this monumentaly overwhelming feeling of pure joy and love and a strong urge to just give gifts and compliment everyone on how totally wonderful they are. Christmas is the one day a year where no one wonders if your being honest when you tell them how beautiful their hair looks, or when you hand them a gift and they don't stop to think.."Is there poison in this?"(haha) So if nothing else we should be thankful to have Christmas as an excuse to just be purel nice..even if for some of us that niceness only exists once a year.
I adore Chad, even WHEN he argues with me and when we fight and when I just feel like everything is nothing. Truthfully, he's the first guy that's ever been able to push my buttons like Ric did, an I stayed with Ric for 2 years, so I guess we'll see where it goes, everyone else's guess is as good as mine. That's what I love about Chad and I, is that I never ever know, and as much as it could frustrate someone like me who has to know everything, a part of me is completely obliged to just sit back and love every second of not knowing, as long as it's with Chad.
And ok.. FUNNY STORY
Chad is a skater kid so all of his clothes are all holy from skating or just old and I don't mind it because I just get that Chad loves to skate and that's his thing. Well last night he told me he has no sense of fashion and because Im going to school FOR fashion he told me we shold go shopping together and I could tell him what looked good, so this Saturday he said I can pick out 3 "date outfits" which mean outfits he can't skate in, he can only wear them when he's going somewhere nice or seeing me.:) I just think that's sweet.
Happy late Turkey day everyone.
Jaime, Have I told youuuu latellyyyyy that I love youuuuuu?? LMAO
Ilana, Boys do suck don't they?
Oh PS, Trevor and I talked things out last night, so for now I guess things are ok, who knows how long that'll last....
<3- I rock my own socks!