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wow
i love him
no i hate him
noo i cant stop thinking about him
its like incredibly dumb x7476593490
i havent decided if i messed up or
if he is just lieing to me and making me seem like a bad person
i don't knowdeep down in my heart i really wish:
One: He would get over being mad at me and tlak to me again
Two: I wish we could hang out
Three: I wish he would care about me again
Four: I wish he would consider asking me out again
and Five: Iwishicouldtrusthimforreal:(
he wont talkt o me and sadi really mean stuff to me but that just makes me want him more.
I don't know why.
I have no explaination.
I just know its true
Tomorrow I am Going to try and look extra good
maybe then He'll Talk to me.
PLus Afterschool I am going to the Tanning Bed and Then To Get Acrylics.
I also really want to go to the Mall.
The Altomonte Mall.
&& Get New Clothes From Holister
Plus I'm getting my hair done on Thursday.
This will be great
I'll be like a whole new && improved me
how exciting
I also want new Eyeshadow From MAC.
Woww I want to much.
oh well. i just wish I was happier as a person.
whatevver
lifegoeson♥
Melissa