Jan 19, 2004 00:10
i know it's been forever since i have updated, but hear me out...
i just got out of the mental hospital a couple weeks ago. i took one too many painkillers back at the beginning of october and i had to have my stomach pumped...not fun. of course my parents freaked out and put me in this shitty hospital and i was stuck there forever. i was supposed to get out in november but i was so depressed that i was cutting myself on the paper towel dispenser in the bathroom and the bitch nurses found out...they had to put me in solitary for a month and give me all these drugs and shit (but that was cool, lol).
donna came to visit me alot in the hospital, im so lucky to have her for a g/f. <333 i guess we are official now but she is still fucking this guy from berkeley. i dont know whats up with that but god she's so hot, i hope she stops cuz i want her all to myself, lol.
im still trying to find a job...everywhere around here sucks and the fucking assholes at hot topic didn't hire me. i'm so sick of this place, i just want to go somewhere new and start over completely with donna. maybe it is a little early but i think we will be together for a long time, we're just so perfect for each other. ive never felt this stronlgy about anyone, especailly after all the times she visited me in the hospital and all the places there we found to make out...lol.
ive been reading a lot of people's journals thru communities cuz i don't have anything else to do... so if i added you and you don't know me that's why. i just want something cool to read to pass the time.
i guess that's it. *leaves*