alpha, beta, gamma, delta, epsilon, zeta, eta, theta....
so my english teacher said he would give anyone who memorized the greek alphabet and lit a match and said it three times before burning their finger 25 extra credit points. i just did it for the hell of it, and didn't even singe a fingernail. now the whole class hates me, heh.
so i scanned in all these pics for the layout of my yearbook page, resized them and enhanced the color and had everything PERFECT when this guy comes up and asks if he could borrow the scanner, not only unplugging that but the entire computer. a day's worth of work down the drain. i was fucking pissed.
so during my lunch break today i headed over to best buy and purchased the two new bright eyes cds. i can't really give an opinion yet; i've only listened to both of them twice so i still have yet to reach the final verdict. afterwards headed over to b&n to check out the music magazines because last time there was some stupid scenster kid hogging up the entire section. grabbed an iced carmel frappuchino and headed over to tech. got a major headache because of the caffiene rush since i haven't been drinking sodas lately. went up to cruces, but kinda had a mini-anxiety attack in the car driving up there because since i've started working out again, i've been super self-conscious of my body and i was afraid that he wouldn't like me as strange as that sounds. and i fight with myself saying "no, i need to be doing this for myself, not to impress anyone else" but i've come to terms with the fact that i have let myself go this past year and i need to get back in shape for my own benefit. he had noticed this too, and was one of the factors that we broke up in december, that's why it's been stressing me out so much lately. but i got up there and he said that he has noticed that i have been losing weight (no joke), which made me feel better. i brought up some pasta and bread for dinner and afterwards we watched wicker park. excellent movie, it has the drama, the romance, the suspense, and of course the happy ending. i was pleasantly surprised. i had a good time tonight, i always feel so comfortable when i'm around him. the only bad aprt about going up there to see him is that i always know that i have to come home, i can't fall asleep with him or be there when he wakes up.
so i scanned in all these pics for the layout of my yearbook page, resized them and enhanced the color and had everything PERFECT when this guy comes up and asks if he could borrow the scanner, not only unplugging that but the entire computer. a day's worth of work down the drain. i was fucking pissed.
so during my lunch break today i headed over to best buy and purchased the two new bright eyes cds. i can't really give an opinion yet; i've only listened to both of them twice so i still have yet to reach the final verdict. afterwards headed over to b&n to check out the music magazines because last time there was some stupid scenster kid hogging up the entire section. grabbed an iced carmel frappuchino and headed over to tech. got a major headache because of the caffiene rush since i haven't been drinking sodas lately. went up to cruces, but kinda had a mini-anxiety attack in the car driving up there because since i've started working out again, i've been super self-conscious of my body and i was afraid that he wouldn't like me as strange as that sounds. and i fight with myself saying "no, i need to be doing this for myself, not to impress anyone else" but i've come to terms with the fact that i have let myself go this past year and i need to get back in shape for my own benefit. he had noticed this too, and was one of the factors that we broke up in december, that's why it's been stressing me out so much lately. but i got up there and he said that he has noticed that i have been losing weight (no joke), which made me feel better. i brought up some pasta and bread for dinner and afterwards we watched wicker park. excellent movie, it has the drama, the romance, the suspense, and of course the happy ending. i was pleasantly surprised. i had a good time tonight, i always feel so comfortable when i'm around him. the only bad aprt about going up there to see him is that i always know that i have to come home, i can't fall asleep with him or be there when he wakes up.