Almost Fun Stuff... by me

Nov 29, 2010 20:10


The Task... Swipe one of the Six Billion Secrets and make it your own. DO IT NOW... pretty please? =)

And the very first one that pops up just now works for me.... almost.

"I miss who I was. I miss the girl who laughed. I missed the girl who looked at the upside of everything. I missed the girl who was happy, and innocent, and free. I miss the girl who would look in the mirror and not find every flaw. I miss the girl who didn't let other's words bother her. I miss who I was. I hate who I am."

I do miss who I was. I miss the girl who laughed... a LOT every day even when everything was wrong because it kept me sane. I miss the girl who looked at the upside of everything. I still do sometimes. But mostly I just don't think about stuff. It's a habit born out of necessity. I miss the girl who was happy even when she wasn't really. I'm not so sure I've ever been innocent or free. Although there have been a few times I've felt like I was even when I knew I wasn't. For the longest time all I really needed was to be free. Now if I was... I'd be truly lost. I miss the girl who would look in the mirror and not find every flaw. I don't even look in the mirror anymore. I don't miss the girl who let other's words bother her. I don't miss who I was as long as I don't think about it. I can't hate who I am if I don't think about who I was. My life has never been so peaceful.

public, fun stuff

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