I want you to know that i miss you i miss you sooooo
I find it hard to show my emotions sumtimes. ive just had an argument with my boyfriend. so its all a fuckin mess at the moment. it started when he sed "what would you do if i finished with you" he sed this to me afta having an argument with a girl, so what the fuck am i supposed to think?! well anyway he said he was sorry and that he loves me rly rly rly likes me, all that usual shit, but come on this is a guy were talking about at the end of the day! we all know what there like, they'll say anything to get what they want. saying this really hurt me, to be honest with you, i didnt know what to think :( apart from almost cry. i really like this guy, i havent felt like this about anyone before, seriously i havent, it feels soo much different. we've both upset each other now. hes all like "fuck you" becoz i was in a mood with him on the fone. im sorry but what does he expect me to be like?!!! it just really hurt me what he sed, i bet your all thinking "omg shes over dramatic" well if you do, im sorry, but he means alot to me and to loose him would hurt :( im gonna try my hardest to sort it out.
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